ctb-soon

ctb-soon

Student
Jul 12, 2023
166
I plan so i don't have to think.

When I get hit by the wave of urges to do it, I don't want to think because thinking is why SI will kick in.

My best scenario is that everything is ready when an urge hits and then I'm gone an hour later.
 
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h4yate

h4yate

qtest idol
Jul 13, 2023
35
yeah best to just not think and go on autopilot. once you think, si and overthinking happens which just delays everything.
 
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terry joseph williams
Apr 17, 2022
282
have my method here buds, just need the courage to go with it, i gonna stock up on alcohol over the coming days and that way prevent overthinking it, at least this is the plan, my trouble is overthinking, what about you op, once i overcome si i am out.
 

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StolenLife

StolenLife

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Sep 19, 2022
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I plan so i don't have to think.

When I get hit by the wave of urges to do it, I don't want to think because thinking is why SI will kick in.

My best scenario is that everything is ready when an urge hits and then I'm gone an hour later.
This. I want to have some things done before the time comes, but when it comes I hope it will be out of impulse since then despair will prevail and hopefully SI will be lessened.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I guess that after all if one has a plan to leave that they feel confident in then they can just free themselves when the time feels right, I think that those with such a plan are fortunate as they won't feel so trapped here.
 
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