LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,181
I miss @Rounded Apathy. I suspect he is doing okay.

A lot of regular users dip without warning and I admit I hate that. I know they're not obligated to leave us anything but I wish they still would write something about their intentions.
 
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bed

bed

CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
919
@AntHydra, @Dystopia and @NasiGoreng are a few people i miss.
 
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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
Mb0099 and Yaffle. I'm so sad. Miss them both horribly. Fly High my sweet friends
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,087
Not yet, being here a very short while, but I already know I will miss some 😔 I hope I get to go before them
I will miss you
 
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Leavesfromthevine

Leavesfromthevine

Untreated Trauma
Nov 23, 2023
339
I still miss hi-okbye. This place has been a lot emptier without her for me. Hopefully she's in a better place and happier though.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,087
@Life_and_Death
@hikikomorizombie

❤️
 
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Downdraft

Downdraft

I've felt better ngl
Feb 6, 2024
629
Not here for long enough, but I am extremely resilient. I lost my best friend to suicide in the past, also in a pretty trash moment. If I got over that, I don't see why it should be different this time.
 
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Sad_Autistic_boy_101

Sad_Autistic_boy_101

When I die, you'll love me.
Nov 19, 2019
453
My relationship with this person is confusing and kinda dramatic but I sure do miss them. They were a person on this forum whom I thought was similar age to me. We shared the same enjoyment of music, chatted daily on here and shared stories about our lives. We were in contact for about a year and I shared with them my CTB plan not knowing they would follow this.. I know kinda stupid of me :nomouth:. Anyways I got a farewell message and he had a successful attempt.. fast forward 24 hours and his family contacted me as they found our messages on another platform.. next thing I am contacted by police and had to give a statement about what happened. It also nearly led to me being expelled from my support place. Luckily I was found not guilty because he had lied to me about his age and I had given the information with no intention of him following it. Kinda dramatic :pfff::pfff:. I sure miss the relationship and having him around though. Just remember to be careful on this forum and not go through what I went through in 2020 :smiling:
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,087
@kawaiiphantom

And others i have forgotten names
And rip @puffyclouds 😭
 
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kawaiiphantom

kawaiiphantom

I gently open the door
Feb 1, 2024
301
She never talked to me, probably was too late for her to see my message but puffyclouds... I relate a lot to what she went through, some parts of her story were so relatable it was scary...

I feel so awful about what she went through. Her post is one of the rare forum posts that actually made me cry. I think about her a lot. I'm heartbroken about what happened to her.
Me too 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂 I miss puffyclouds so damn much. I think about her everyday. I had a full on mental breakdown after she passed. I tear up often thinking about her and all that she had to go through. She's the first person I've interacted with since I've had an account here that CTB'd. I'm sure if she saw your message it brought her comfort and was very appreciated ❤️
 
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throneofdispair03

throneofdispair03

is a mistake
Jan 10, 2024
236
hey everyone. i apologize for not putting this thread in the off topic section. some people got a little upset and that's my bad. ty mods
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
4,288
I don't miss anybody here and I don't think I ever will. I don't really have the emotions to be missing anybody here
 
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reclaimedbynature

reclaimedbynature

self-banned
Jan 24, 2024
58
Leavesfromthevine and cosmic_traveler, their posts were a comfort.

Only got closure for one, still don't know what happened to the other.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
8,894
I miss GirlShapedWound, Un, veryhappyhuman. I'm sure there are more too... I miss people who may have quit the forum or post less too.

There are also people I dread the time when they do CTB- for purely selfish reasons that I'll really miss them too but, I know that's hypocritical and a part of me will have to be relieved that they ended their own suffering.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,930
I've never lost so many people in such short amount of time. There're quite a few members who left and I think of them very often. Especially the ones I was in closer contact via chat.
 
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ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
858
Vizz for sure but I gotta say it, I miss Avaruus too even if he seemed like he was just on his way out especially with how much he wanted SN.
I miss Avaruus too. He was the first person I experienced goodbye threads from
 
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Sylveon

Sylveon

...Anomaly
Oct 10, 2023
487
@Abyssal, @edu0z, @hi-okbye, @Leavesfromthevine, @Sid19, and @ve.nin—these are some of the names I remember on top of my head; I actually never talked to them personally (or anyone else for that matter), but fuck, it still hurts...
 
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Passersby

Passersby

Trapped in space and time
Aug 29, 2019
1,628
Yeah I miss a lot of people from the forum. I've thought about them over time and always will. ❤️
 
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thinvy

thinvy

Woefully Yours, Luka
Aug 7, 2023
208
while I barely know anyone here, seeing some names everywhere, super frequently, then never again leaves some sort of a void in my heart. I'm glad they've gotten what they were after, but at the same time, I'm sad they suffered so much that it got to this.

I don't think I saw anyone mention Persephone/last love letter, but she's been on my mind since her last post, so I suppose I'll be the one to bring her up.

there's been several others since I've gotten here too, that were kind and caring but were gone before I learned any more about them. I hold a spot for them in my heart too, bc I can't help but to be a poor sap. I worry sometimes that no one will remember them, so I try to remember what I can until it's my time to go. hopefully someone else will remember me, but I'm also okay if no one does.
 
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trashprincess

trashprincess

She/Slur
Aug 8, 2023
186
Idon'tknow828

You deserved better. I wish I could have helped. You deserved better...
 
druggedonsurvival

druggedonsurvival

Student
Feb 8, 2024
193
@kawaiiphantom ! I think she was a positive presence on this forum who it seems suddenly disappeared one day. Hope she's doing alright (or otherwise at peace).
 
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Unhumanly.

Unhumanly.

Recovery are not the winner.
Feb 24, 2023
251
No, I respect anyone's circumstances that make them choose their exit they long for and understand I must let them go without make them feel bad about leaving
 
logi3535

logi3535

even in death, may you be triumphant
Jan 8, 2024
118
moonicide and abyssal
 
KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
1,682
In terms of people who have ctb I miss @Midgardsorm so much, he was such a good friend to me, so sweet and understanding and compassionate.

Everytime I think of him I realize how his memory is fading away and most people around nowadays might not even have known him. I didn't think he would ever ctb, then one day he was just gone. You would've never expected it.

I also miss Persephone and wrennie, though their whereabouts are unknown, out of all the people I've met here their stories have always touched me the most and I wish they could have the world.
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
919
I miss @AllFoxedOut :((( He was so nice! >_< I may have a new and way better bf now, but the sadness remains~ :(
 
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