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ScarletTanager

Member
Jul 11, 2024
9
Had a childhood friend who used pills to die the week she turned 40 y.o. Sad, she was obese and didn't think she'd find anyone.
 
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ignorableaurochs

Member
Dec 27, 2024
68
Nope nobody

Very surprised my mum hasn't, she used to call me sobbing at least once a week threatening to do it

We no longer talk
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
315
Both of my mother's brothers have ended their lives. One when I was 11 and the other when I was way younger so I don't remember a lot about them. Maybe the time I was watching flash animations with one of them when I was visiting him and my grandma.
A couple years ago we visited one of their graves, my dad called his actions foolish, but I looked at his grave and said, "I'm sure you had your reasons."
 
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Crow_88

Crow_88

Experienced
Dec 30, 2024
236
Yes. My father committed suicide. They found him dead in his apartment.
 
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aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

Experienced
Mar 28, 2025
288
One of my uncles who took care of me growing up. He got a work injury that made him disabled with chronic pain on a wheelchair. I understood why he did it. All I have is empathy and compassion for him.

And my yoga teacher :( Hers was sudden and a surprise. Although she did speak about her mental health sometimes with her students as a way to relate to us.
 
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softtodie

Member
Feb 24, 2025
19
Not someone I knew super well but a parent of someone I went to school with committed suicide a few years ago
 
pixi

pixi

(formerly goredpet) buying time on minimum wage
Jan 11, 2025
88
i never got to meet my aunt, but she took her life in her childhood bedroom a few years before i was born. i've been cleaning out my grandpas house now the he's passed away, and after seeing her longggg history of psych ward stays and diagnoses and empty prescription bags, i know she was trying her best to stay. she just couldn't go anymore
 
rabidbunny

rabidbunny

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Apr 16, 2025
16
it was more a friend of a friend but we were mutuals online. i think we were seniors in high school and she had been recently raped with her friend on a night out. they both attempted and were sent to the psych ward. when she got out she attempted again and succeeded. i remember seeing the story of their rapes on our local news site and so many people in the comments were blaming them, two teenage girls for doing what so many teenagers do instead of the woman that tricked them and the rapist themselves. people are so horrible:/. anyways at the time i had already attempted myself and been in the psych ward twice. i feel guilty for saying this but i was secretly jealous of her suicide. i wanted to ask how she did it but ofc id never ask a grieving friend that. i remember looking at her priv ig account for weeks because it didnt feel real. i hope shes resting easy, she didnt deserve any of that.
 
whiskers

whiskers

blackpilled
Mar 27, 2025
86
The closest I know was some guys that I talked to in an incel forum.
 
LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
632
I didn't know anyone personally in real-life who committed. My friend's sister, who I never met, hung herself when she was 15. Just a few weeks ago she wished her sister a heavenly 30 year birthday. Makes me wonder if I will still be remembered 15 years after my death.

I been going to websites like this for a while now and I wonder if any of them actually went through with it. The part of me hopes they didn't.
 
Apokryphiel

Apokryphiel

I could float here forever
Mar 23, 2025
101
Outside of my brother, no. I've had a few friends in the past who struggled with suicidal ideation, but I'm not sure how or where they are these days.
 
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sadmarmoset

Member
Feb 9, 2024
6
my boyfriend killed himself a while ago, i had to call the police and report him missing. they found him shortly after. im heartbroken i didnt get to see him a final time or have a memorable goodbye, but im grateful he didnt ctb in our home for me to find him. its all so complicated and hard to live with
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
696
I have. Didn't really change my opinion on it too much
 
scndgyo

scndgyo

New Member
Mar 26, 2025
3
I know two people, and they were friends of my friends. I barely knew any of them but sometimes I find myself wondering how they must have felt during their last few moments and if I'm any different from them. My friends seemed to have moved on easily but the thought of their existence pops back into my head every once in a while.
 
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bananaolympus

Experienced
Dec 12, 2024
285
Yes when i was 6 one aunt od over a breakup she was 17
 
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DoomCry

Member
Mar 5, 2025
77
Only indirect knowledge, when there are new obituaries in town someone mentions to you that it was a suicide. People don't want to talk about it, it's seen as a taboo.
 
aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

Experienced
Mar 28, 2025
288
one of my uncles who took care of me growing up, killed himself after getting an injury that disabled him in a wheelchair causing chronic pain :(
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,230
Sme1 wh/ slf grw up wth ctb on Xmas dy & hs fathr fnd hm @ hme

Siblngs of 3 othr ppl wh/ slf knw

Thre r sme othr ppl wh/ slf usd 2 knw mre in passng

Wll clarfy thy wre alll b4 SaSu xistd
 
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vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
446
Nobody in my personal life, but a few people I met on this forum have passed on.
 
suicidal_tendencies

suicidal_tendencies

Suicide is a word that resonates within me...
Mar 17, 2025
21
I lost my father from suicide when I was 6 or 7 years old. He hanged himself in the room of me and my brother on a thursday I think. I know this because my mother told me from it. It is now (more) than 10 years ago and I don't really remember him anymore. He had depression and suffered. Sorry for my bad sentence structure.
 
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Scythe

Lost in a delusion
Sep 5, 2022
581
Just people from SS, I wasn't personally close with them but they were a constant visitor in the SS server I'm in and it feels like something's missing now that they're gone. I also know someone not from SS who attempted and failed.
 
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DeathIsJustAJourney

Member
Apr 9, 2025
28
Yes,my youngest brother died just before Christmas from alcohol,anti depressants ketamine and fentanyl overdose,he was in a coma for 1 week then they turned it off due to severe brain dead,proper tortured my head it has and then 2 weeks ago my 2nd oldest brother sneaked into my home while I was sleeping and stole my dead brothers items I was given to remember him with,it's made me angry on the next level but my family try to justify his actions witch is driving me insane even more,it's made me hell bent on destroying him physically,emotionally and mentally because they all keep saying to me "we just want you back to normal" then that happens,how is any of what he did gonna help me get back to normal? It's impossible,I want my lil bros stuff back and i won't stop at nothing till I do get it whether I have to break the law or not,then I'll find a nice quite area and od myself on heroine so no one can recover me as I've had it with this world,all my friends gone,all family I gave a damn about gone and just vile ones left,so am done,not a single thing for me to live for other than getting my lil bros stuff back to accompany me on my final journey from this place
 
SleepyTransit

SleepyTransit

My death is my dream.
Apr 27, 2025
31
Not from me but a couple of my friends knew of people who have commited suicide.
 
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dieingasap

Member
Apr 28, 2025
6
My boyfriend. I wish i could have listened to all the stuffs he said seriously and followed him.
 
Dark Moon

Dark Moon

Warlock
Sep 21, 2022
789
No, I've known one or two people who died but I don't know the reason for their death.
 
no-hope-no-future

no-hope-no-future

Member
Apr 21, 2025
23
Apparently my dad hung him self, not sure how true that is as my mum was always full off shit.
I could see it being possible. After my parents split, I stayed with my dad for a while as the court's were doing what ever it is they were doing.
I remember when I used to get in from school I would walk through the front door and could smell the alcohol in the air. I would see him at his computer surrounded by beer cans with his head in his arms crying most nights. I hated school so was always looking to go home but getting in seeing that was tearing me apart so ended up hating being at home. Ended up in a massive cycle of not wanting to be in school or at home.

One night I got in from school so tired I went to bed , took my uniform off and went straight to sleep. I woke a few hours latter thinking it was the next day so proceeded to get dressed again, only to realise that my room was full of coppers and it was only a few hours later( I was really confused at this point)I was escorted down stairs and saw my dad on the couch, again head in his arms crying but just before I left, he raised his head and we bothed looked at each other full on eye contact, holy chap I can never get that picture out of my mind. I could see the pain in his eyes.

That hole experience must of just ripped him apart from the inside out.
 
sleepy_redcar

sleepy_redcar

Hard to decipher this path
May 12, 2024
34
No, no one close to me, not even someone online, I did have an ex threaten me with it before, but I know he wasn't being honest because if you truly believe in it, either you don't threaten with it, or try to come to terms with it, but I don't believe in blaming someone for you doing it, there could be deep regret within you from the relationship not working that could drive you to it, yes, but threatening is not the way to go.
 

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