Discussion Do you have bad days or is bad just normal now?

[Abyssal]

I have bad days where I have to stop myself from hurting myself or run and hide, but for as long as I can remember almost every day is bad. Is it that some days are bad days or is everyday a bad day?

 

[SVEN]

Getting through any day is just a pointless endurance test to me.

 

[Unknown21]

It is always the case that each day has been worse for me than the one before it. Badness is the normal for me .

 

[F@#$]

Every day I wake up is a bad day.

 

[bipbapbop]

I feel exactly the same every single day. At most I get more sad at night sometimes.

 

[Eudaimonic]

I have worse days, but every day is a bad day.

 

[hopeless08]

I have bad days where I have to stop myself from hurting myself or run and hide, but for as long as I can remember almost every day is bad. Is it that some days are bad days or is everyday a bad day?

For me everyday is bad, some days worse than other but I've reached a point where it's normal to me but the worst part of the days are the mornings when you wake up,
that's pure torture

 

[thenamingofcats]

I have worse days, but every day is a bad day.

Agreed. It's just a matter of degree.

 

[sickgirlzis]

for about 2 years now, it's normal for every day to be bad. I have maybe 1-3 good days per month at this point. but i know in general every day isn't actually bad, life has just been extra shitty for years now.

 

[FuneralCry]

Human existence is just meaningless suffering, no matter what it'll always be bad, it could never not be bad. There's no value in this futile and torturous burden of existing as a human, under no circumstances would I ever wish for something so undesirable as existence.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Everyday is a bad day for me and always will be until I'm dead

 

[Forveleth]

I've reached the point of melancholic depression so every day is pretty bad. A "good day" is when I can go more than 3 hours without crying over the fact I'm still breathing.

 

[SoulWhisperer]

Depression is a constant, but some days I just feel so so SO down I can't literally move from my bed... Well, damn ...

 

[calebzz1]

Honestly with my visual issue everyday seems the same.

 

[EmptyHeaded]

I don't think I have bad days. No good days either, but also no bad ones.

 

[Illegal Preclear]

There comes a point in mental degradation where there aren't good days or bad days anymore. Just numb, grey days. The only good days I have are days where I wake up and productively plan my CTB. That's the only good, productive thing I have left.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Most of my good days nowadays are simply neutral days that had good news or announcements in them for things I'm excited about.

Bad days can be especially bad for me though.

 

[LunarLight]

Everyday is bad, and it only gets worse.

 

[4am]

i don't have good days, and i don't have bad days either, all my days are just mid

 

[diviosd]

I have days that are worse than others

 

[moshimoshi]

Bad days have definitely become just normal days for me, for a long time everyday has been a fight to survive or not have a horrible breakdown and harm myself

 

[AnAnonymousCrow]

Every day is just a battle to overcome the awful feelings, and the process of "getting better" is just a journey into the maw of tomorrow's problems. The days have just broken down into tedious and redundant interactions. It sucks.

 

[untothedepths]

I am in a hole I can't get out of, but can go deep in.

 

[sserafim]

i don't have good days, and i don't have bad days either, all my days are just mid

Same

 

[Dark Moon]

Eh, my days are just the same really.

 

[DeathOfKane]

bad is normal. I don't have bad days I have worse days. Where the bad is worse than the usual which is extremely common so at this point maybe the worse is the normal. I actually find that once in a while ill have a not so bad day and its cute until I remember that its just that one day and not my actual reality. Feels like a tease of what I cant ever consistently have.

 

[hadenough58]

I started today thinking "Today is going to be good day " it is not even 10:30 and all that has evaporated and I as as I can remember ever being?
These are the times I wished I was more prepared and could just ctb and be done with it?
Which leaves me the question should I now prepare so as I have the option or would it just make me rush into it.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I still have days better days and bad and worse days - it's a mix of everything at a very low level.

 

[confusion]

I have okay days sometimes, but pretty much every day other than that is horrible and I normally can't wait for it to end.