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Fox of June

Member
Jun 12, 2023
39
Someone who if you met right now you'd be overjoyed and happy to see, who could relieve you of the pain you feel?
I've just realised I have no one like that. I have no one else in my life at all.
I can't even remember having that.
 
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pole

Global Mod
Sep 18, 2018
1,385
I don't have anyone that would make me feel that way.

only animals if I'm being honest and that does just as much, if not more.
 
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Zaphkiel

IDK
May 13, 2023
200
My wife if she would still love.
So...no one unfortunately
 
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Doz

Gloom and DOOM
Aug 15, 2023
41
I miss my one friend, though it's hard to call him that. He doesn't talk to me anymore and any time I try to engage with him it's like that spark of our friendship is gone, as corny as it sounds. Our friendship peaked about a year or 2 ago. We were both (for the most part) friendless losers who had each other. Now he's moved on and basically a completely different person from then. Meanwhile I'm still that same nobody but with the added perk of being 10x more suicidal! Fun!

If I could talk to him from that peak-period now I would feel great. I miss that version of him.
 
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TapeMachine

TapeMachine

perpetually confused
Jan 12, 2023
406
My brother who passed away this past February- if he were alive, of course.

I have so much I wish I could tell him and show him, things that no one else would appreciate quite as much as he would.

I never realized just how much my brother and I had in common until after he died; and now I catch myself wanting to text or call him all the time like we used to- to show him new music I've discovered, to tell him about the horror streaming app I found that I know he would love, or just whatever pops into my head.
 
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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
My little girl
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,149
Nope, all the people I cared about have passed on, but they succumbed to the usual killers like cancer and dementia. I won't be missed anyway. I also deeply miss my animal friends who have also died. I just want to be with them now.
 
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ThisUnrest

Seeking personal sovereignty
Aug 15, 2023
178
My dead husband and parents. The world is so scary without them being here with me. I miss them so much.
 
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Kerrtu

Kerrtu

Komeetta ♊︎
May 8, 2023
474
If the door opened and my boy Oso came running in, my heart…

I miss you, Oso. I miss you so much 🐾
 
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Eternal Sleep!

Eternal Sleep!

Thinking of CTB because of f*cking RSI!
May 13, 2023
145
My girlfriend she means everything to me, she is the reason that I still be alive!

She is that sort of girl like one out thousands with a heart of gold! 💛

She is so sweet, kindhearted and good looking that I wish if I CTB I meet her on the other side. 👩🏼‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏻
 
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EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
448
Rosa.. my unrequited love
 
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chop

Admіnіstrator
Aug 17, 2023
36
Nothing at all wrong with not having that feeling or connection with anyone as it's normal to have people come and go or not have anyone at all, it's better to have it that way then miss someone and feel guilty and down about it all the time.
 
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f1lth

f1lth

fleabag
Jul 9, 2023
61
my parents, my mom passed away when i was young and so did my father. Its been hard without them and i think of them everyday
 
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doneforlife

Arcanist
Jul 18, 2023
486
my parents, my mom passed away when i was young and so did my father. Its been hard without them and i think of them everyday
Me too. I see them in my dreams everyday too.
 
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Nezumi04

Nezumi04

Member
Aug 18, 2023
20
There are people that I miss having a connection with... but, almost all of them have changed for the worse, so they probably won't bring me the same feeling of happiness anymore. And, there might be moments of happiness with certain people, but it all feels temporary. I think it's probably because internally, I just don't feel like anyone truly cares about me anymore to have me consistently in their life.

I do have one long-distance, online friend that seems to care about me a lot on a personal level, but currently no one in real life.
 
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angel_cries

angel_cries

Member
Aug 14, 2023
32
My wife. The person I have truly fallen in love with that accepted and loved me back just as much. Not the person that's sleeps beside me every day. Not the person that hurt me in the most gruesome ways to this day. Not the person that abandoned me today.

I miss a ghost, not this shell.
 
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Aloneisbestforme

Aloneisbestforme

Terminally online
Aug 17, 2023
94
I miss my dog as of lately.

I never realize how much he meant to me until time went by. but we had to put him down sadly it was for the best since he was a really violent dog but i'll be so happy if I can just pet him again and hug him.

And as for human beings.

There's alot of people I miss and wish I still had some contact with even though they kinda became not so ideal people to be around with.
and when i'm in bed I think about myself talking to them about random stuff going on in my life. I use to be so close with them
 
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AllFoxedOut

AllFoxedOut

Arcanist
Jun 7, 2023
474
my old friends. my dog. my beautiful ex. and most recently my best friend who I think CTB'd.

this has been a horrible year of loss for me. 2023 has been hell.
 
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