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misthios2040

Smile now it’s almost over
Sep 20, 2023
119
My suicide bag has
Giant Stanley mug
Antifreeze
Climbing rope
Clonazepam
Bottle of Lagavulin
Gloves
headlamp
Measuring tape
Marlboro cigarettes
Lighter


It's not a lot but I always keep it in the car just in case an opportunity lends itself to me.
 
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tiredone

Tired one
Dec 12, 2022
199
Sn
meto
Ibuprofen
Propranolol
Diazepam
Zopiclone
latex gloves
Digital scales
Cash

As well still need cups, water, some paper, seal bags for throw-up, thinking grown-up nappies to avoid mess. But all that is attainable easly anywhere near any shops - and to avoid too much suspicious stuff lying around - easier to get on the way.
 
stilhavinightmares

stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
709
I had one with my SN but obviously that didn't work out. I've been thinking about making one with my current method but I'm not sure where I could keep it undetected.
cuddle the bunnies😍

I have had amitriptyline for years plus benzos. Am swapping thr ami for a different cardio toxic med and ordering meto.
gonna get adult diaper and considering a body bag.

I guess I will be ctb in some bushes somewhere as don't feel right to do it in my housing. Or maybe a hotel…

cure the bacon?
Oooh I never thought about a body bag! That's a nice way to warn people without them having to see me if they don't want. May steal that.
 
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Aburach

Member
Nov 19, 2023
26
My suicide bag has
Giant Stanley mug
Antifreeze
Climbing rope
Clonazepam
Bottle of Lagavulin
Gloves
headlamp
Measuring tape
Marlboro cigarettes
Lighter


It's not a lot but I always keep it in the car just in case an opportunity lends itself to me.
I would just like to say that your choice of single malt whisky there is superb.
 
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SleepySept

SleepySept

Member
Nov 7, 2023
61
I used to have one and I just had my suicide note, the sleeping pills I planed to overdose on, and razorblades so I could sh before dying since covering it up wouldn't matter anymore. I had it all hidden under my bed with a lock on the box and the key around my neck at all times. I ended up going though with it and it obviously didn't work. I didn't know sleeping pills were unreliable unfortunately.
Sadly i failed on a full bottle of sleeping pills too in the past (the very strong ones too that regularly causes hallucinations).
 
Rhizomorph1

Rhizomorph1

May you find peace in living or dying
Oct 24, 2023
591
Sn
meto
Ibuprofen
Propranolol
Diazepam
Zopiclone
latex gloves
Digital scales
Cash

As well still need cups, water, some paper, seal bags for throw-up, thinking grown-up nappies to avoid mess. But all that is attainable easly anywhere near any shops - and to avoid too much suspicious stuff lying around - easier to get on the way.
Zopiclone + diazepam? Why not just one or the other?
 
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Ernest1964

Specialist
Jan 6, 2023
363
- Antiemetic (Meto.)
- 3 bottles of Pentobarbital ( I only need 2 bottles I have the extra for some unknown reason)
- Nose plug
 
UnwillingSavior

UnwillingSavior

Mr. Self Destruct
Nov 2, 2023
111
I have a box in my closet that's inconspicuous. It has:
- 40 cu ft Nitrogen Cylinder
- Nitrogen Pressure regulator
- Nitrogen Flow Meter (NFL)
- Two hoses (one to attach to NFL and one for my exit bag)
- Exit bag (at least the materials for it)
- Various brass attachments/adapters
- Tape

I know its not safe to have my cylinder unsecured but I don't plan to keep it there for long. At the very least I'll empty it safely if I find a new mindset to keep me going.
 
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NoHorizon

Experienced
Nov 22, 2022
274
SN
Dramamine (dimenhydrinate)
Paracetamol

All the paraphernalia (scales, glasses etc) are just in my kitchen.
 
glossble

glossble

homesick ⭒
Apr 14, 2023
64
clonazepam + amitriptyline, and trying to figure out how to get antiemetics 🤷‍♀️
 
Spiritual survivor

Spiritual survivor

A born again but occasionally suicidal
Feb 13, 2022
509
I have SN, and some domperidone tablets. Have been considering hanging with rope too though. Might be more painful but I think the success rate might be more sure as long as I do everything correctly.
 
penguinl0v3s

penguinl0v3s

Wait for Me 💙
Nov 1, 2023
762
1: chatgpt "form a sentence with three words starting with c, t, b and the first word being a verb"
This is funny asf, I got "creating tiny bubbles". Also notable is "climbing tall buildings." I personally use "crossing the bridge" for ctb and referring to death for people not on SaSu, so that I seem less sus.
 
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BluesRunTheGame

BluesRunTheGame

Blackpilled
Dec 15, 2020
1,715
- SN kit primed and ready
- Local map of Beachy Head area
- Neckties
 

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