Do you have a bucket list?

[locketofroses]

Do you have anything you want to do before you die? Anywhere you want to travel, or anything you want to experience, etc?

Personally, I have a couple museums and historical/tourist locations I want to visit first. The only other country I want to travel to is the one I intend to do it in. I also have a long distance relationship, and I want to visit him in the month before.

 

[closetoyou]

destroy my enemies

 

[Nerned]

I think most people would want to go to the forest and try living by themselves there

 

[socksnsandles]

honestly lived a hell of a life for my age. im ready to go out peacefully and without regrets :)

 

[R-7]

Truth be told I want to help people. Whether I go out by catching the bus or otherwise I just want to have some sort of positive impact.

Though sometimes I feel so emotionally stunted I wonder if I would even feel anything.

 

[madwoman]

I do have a little one but it's nothing super exciting, it's like watch a certain movie again, eat this meal, go to this coffee shop, read this book, … I lost the joy in doing anything big and made peace with what I have done in my life and just want to enjoy some simple things before I go

 

[SleeplessAndSad]

I don't have a list but i do have some things in mind. The truth is i probably will never do them because of my social anxiety. Which makes me want to ctb just more.

 

[boyafraid]

There are still some movies I want to watch and games I want to play. Besides that I'm ready to go for the most part lol

 

[Pluto]

 

[sanctionedusage]

plastic surgery lolol


and if im able to get it, i'll likely be mentally well enough in terms of agoraphobia to actually change my life afterwards too. dont know when my deadline will be. totally aware i might ctb on impulse well before id be financially/mentally ready to get a medical procedure done, thats fine too.

 

[MyPropellerWontSpin]

this one's a bit silly but I wanna post that one art collab with that one online friend, im done with my drawing, they're still working on theirs

 

[FuneralCry]

No, never, all I want is to never suffer in this dreadful, torturous and cruel existence ever again and for me every second is torture to exist, I just wish to be permanently unconscious with this existence I just always saw as the most evil, terrible mistake all finally gone and forgotten and there's just so much evil in existing with existing beings tortured in agony every second.

I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, all I see as desirable is being permanently at peace from this existence that only causes harm and suffering, I'll just always see existence as the problem, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings and I'll always see existing as just being only suffering no matter what.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I don't want anything from this evil world and evil life

it's the pleasure addictions that stole my time I could have used to decide on a suicide method and get it ready to go and execute it. so I hate these addictions the most

also me consciously deciding to do anything I consider surrendering to and condoning this evil , this abomination, and the evil imposition of this horror on me

what i really want is to escape this hell

why do I have to risk extreme torture?

why do I have to work so much and so hard to exist in this nightmare?

why do I have to live even another second? I don't

any pleasurable garbage is meaningless and extremely fleeting: how fast did the last 5 years fly by? however I don't want to suffer even 10 seconds if the unbearable worst pain

the worst pain the most extreme torture and suffering the most horrible things outweigh any pleasurable addiction by a billion times: why risk the worst pain for watching some stupid video, or eating a sandwich? he'll no I can do without all the crap they constantly tell us is so good and important. but I can't go though the constant worst pain. I don't watch to suffer

i couldn't care less about anything oth5e than my suicide as it is the escape from hell

 

[Codename_Joryu]

I do, and it's a long one so it will take me a while. But I know that once I'm done I'm gonna leave this world.

 

[Forveleth]

I have a few things I would like to do but they take way more time, effort, and money that I am willing to put into them.

 

[aesthetic]

i think i just want to finish watching a certain series on my watchlist before i kill myself.

 

[Yantsufe]

I don't think there's anything that I care about enough to do before I go. The only things I truly care about is just playing games in my free time, enjoying the arts of character and environment designs, music, architecture and such, but everything in real life is just utterly disinteresting to me. I would say I wish I could have transitioned, but that time has come and gone with no change and a spiraling depression afterward.


Anything else that would be on my bucket list would probably be to see a level of change in the world, governments, society and so on that's so drastic that I wouldn't be suicidal in the first place.

 

[spiders.in.my.head]

no bucket list, no goals, no aspirations. i guess i just don't see the point? depression has ruined me enough that i dont really get excited about or even really look forward to things enough to want to do them before i die. i kinda dont care, because even if i died tomorrow, i dont feel like id be missing out on anything.

 

[Charmander07]

I want to spread as much positivity as I can and I also want to do something incredible with my passion for STEM. I think me producing my own SN will satisfy my urge for that

 

[itsgone2]

I was thinking about the opposite. Little things I will never have to do again. Like buying gas or having to get a new pair of glasses, picking out fruit at the grocery store.