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Ugly3
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- Jul 5, 2026
- 10
There are 2 things stopping me from ctb... Ease of method and the afterlife. I wont go over ease of method in this post, maybe another. But I want to discuss the afterlife right now.
I am an atheist and I have no reason to believe in hell, but I cannot get it off my mind. Maybe its because I grew up as a Christian. I am horrified that I might suffer even more than I already am by trying to escape. How could a God be so cruel?
I just want logic or reassurance that I will not go to hell after I ctb. Why would God punish me for exercising my rights? I don't know, for some reason it still plagues me. I cannot get it out of my head and I am very anxious.
I am an atheist and I have no reason to believe in hell, but I cannot get it off my mind. Maybe its because I grew up as a Christian. I am horrified that I might suffer even more than I already am by trying to escape. How could a God be so cruel?
I just want logic or reassurance that I will not go to hell after I ctb. Why would God punish me for exercising my rights? I don't know, for some reason it still plagues me. I cannot get it out of my head and I am very anxious.