Venting Do you find the thought of being dead for all eternity to be comforting?

[FuneralCry]

To me it's the only comfort, the only relief lies in this existence disappearing, being erased and forgotten about which will happen someday as death is inevitable, it really is so comforting to think of being unaware for all eternity.

All that is appealing to me is the eternity of death, only a dreamless eternal sleep could ever bring peace from this existence that was just a horrific mistake in the first place, it's tragic how we were forced out of the ideal state of non-existence and burdened with the ability to suffer endlessly, nothingness was perfection and I hate how existence tragically disturbed the peace of being unaware.

Existence just feels like something so wrong which is why only suicide feels right for me, it's comforting to think of being unable to suffer for all eternity in this existence that was never worth enduring. There could never be any comfort or peace in this cruel and meaningless existence, I will always see existence as being undesirable in every way possible which is why the only comfort could ever lie in death.

 

[Is0lated]

I mean, yes but im afraid I'll regret it. Cuz what if there's nothing after death?

 

[d3j3ct3dl0s3r05]

It's somewhat terrifying due to the nature of death being very much unknown (and it's not like I can just ask a dead person about it or something). As much as I hesitate, I do believe that it is my destiny to die by my own hands (whether at 7, 10, 13, 16, 18, 25, 34, 50 etc etc). I just wish my stupid ape brain wouldn't hold on so dearly to a life that never really treated me all that kindly anyways. As unfamiliar as it all is, I feel that death would be not necessarily comforting or peaceful but just nothing. The same nothing from before I was born. No consciousness and being. I will simply go from being there to not there anymore and that's it. I simply cease to be for all eternity. Can't wait tbh

 

[hermestrimegistus]

Eternity is the scariest part. Thats why I'll never understand these tech billionaires obsessed with immortality and uploading their consciousness to a super computer or some bullshit. The best part of life is that it eventually ends. Do you want to watch a movie with no conclusion? Do you want to edge forever but never orgasm? Sounds like absolute torture. Even an eternity of nothingness sounds terrible. I just want to end

 

[seho_j]

The "being dead forever" is the only thing that I look forward to. Hopefully there is nothing after death and I will cease to exist. It's the most comforting thought to me.

 

[Darkover]

i hope death is the end for all time why anyone would ever want to exist like this is beyond me

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm looking forward to not having any more worries in life. Still- 'enjoying' not existing is kind of a contradiction in terms really. We won't be able to enjoy anything. Chances are, we may not even have peaceful deaths either- if we CTB. I can't imagine our final moments here being euphoric. We may not actually know it's over before it is.

 

[annointed_towers]

No, because I know death is not the end. It's the beginning.