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mtoro998
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- Feb 29, 2024
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Oh, I read a bit about RSI and I have at least one form of it, the carpal tunnel syndrome. I manage it by doing some physical exercises and taking vitamin B, or at least I think these help. It hurts less these days but it still does in certain situations. I'm going to read about the other forms as well.RSI is repetitive strain injury - and yes, the better mouse is a good suggestiion.
I'm not sure hope is useful if it's only an illusion, I think it's better if you're honest with yourself.In a strange way it gives me hope. Professionals always say that you need something to feel hopeful about but for me it's CTB. I see it as a way to stop my constant suffering. I don't get why we are made to feel guilty for wanting to leave a world that we never asked to be part of. I never asked to be born, and especially not with my disabilities and mental illnesses. I don't get why it's ok for physically ill people to be considered for assisted dying and yet anything in the brain or lifelong doesn't count.
If there's not enough services, funding or supported living areas for people like me - Then why doesn't our views count because being made to stay in a room 24/7 is not living. It's just separating us from society. That is no way to live. So yes Suicide gives me hope that maybe I can finally feel at peace with myself instead of constantly feeling hopeless and having no belonging.
If you still have dreams then there might still be hope for you. I have tried to fulfill mine again and again and again and I failed, now there is only one choice left.I feel like its my only way out of this nightmare. I feel sad to think that I will leave behind what could of been or should have been but this is my reality. Ill feel bad that I never accomoplished all of my Dreams. I still got to do most of them.
thank you <3 i have had health problems galore the past couple of years. It's just another thing to manage and feel frustrated about. I guess as long as I can still use it enough for the end?Oh, I read a bit about RSI and I have at least one form of it, the carpal tunnel syndrome. I manage it by doing some physical exercises and taking vitamin B, or at least I think these help. It hurts less these days but it still does in certain situations. I'm going to read about the other forms as well.
I'm really sorry you're experiencing it, I hope you find ways to deal with it.
Yeah, I feel free, and this feeling I can't ever get from the living idk why… I don't miss anything that I left behind, what about myself, I believe that I'll be me on the other side so it's what it is.)Do you feel free when you think about suicide? Don't you miss the you left behind? Maybe your self or your skills.
It amazes me how much bad stuff can happen to you but somehow you make it look like it's usual business and keep moving on. You are stronger then most people!thank you <3 i have had health problems galore the past couple of years. It's just another thing to manage and feel frustrated about. I guess as long as I can still use it enough for the end?
I feel weak and broken and ready to CTB but thank you for this.It amazes me how much bad stuff can happen to you but somehow you make it look like it's usual business and keep moving on. You are stronger then most people!
Yeah but you face your problems and keep going.I feel weak and broken and ready to CTB but thank you for this.
There is no hope left for me ive also already failed many times already.Oh, I read a bit about RSI and I have at least one form of it, the carpal tunnel syndrome. I manage it by doing some physical exercises and taking vitamin B, or at least I think these help. It hurts less these days but it still does in certain situations. I'm going to read about the other forms as well.
I'm really sorry you're experiencing it, I hope you find ways to deal with it.
I'm not sure hope is useful if it's only an illusion, I think it's better if you're honest with yourself.
I think they use guilt to control, to punish someone into submission. Let go! stop thinking from their point of view and make your own decisions. You know that they are wrong and you are right, you just have to accept it.
Physically ill means that they are useless to the society, they cannot be used anymore and so they are discarded. It has nothing to do with the pain one feels, few people actually care about each-other. You on the other hand could still be used, that's why they don't want to let you go.
I'm really sorry about what you're going through! : (
If you still have dreams then there might still be hope for you. I have tried to fulfill mine again and again and again and I failed, now there is only one choice left.
At least we tried. I'm sorry you failed as well! : (There is no hope left for me ive also already failed many times already.