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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
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I imagine I would look in shock at it all. None of it would look desirable. It would look too strange. These weird bodies that we've grown used to and all the sights and sounds. The calm and colorless atmosphere of oblivion would be all I would view as familiar after eons, and I would want for nothing else but for the earthly vision to go away.
 
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The Burning Fool

The Burning Fool

Falling through the abyss of insanity
Sep 12, 2023
289
I guess it would be like a dream, consciously uncontrollable to me. Therefore it could be any crazy shit. E.g. I dreamt last night that human brains were internally updated with a new module of the prefrontal cortex but I blew my nose in the sink and mine came out as this blueberry sized blob of brain tissue.
 
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shinitai_sh0jo

shinitai_sh0jo

Is there anyone watching this?
Dec 30, 2023
119
I'd probably cry. Cry out of anger and hopelessness, of knowing how my life was so much lighter, before.

How I was a better person, before.
Though that is something some people don't stop reminding me of, of how I was nicer as a child... It makes me wanted to have died way sooner of one of the sickness I had, so everyone could remember me with only good things in mind.

I'm not sure if many people would remember me as nicely nowadays, though.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Need to die
Jul 23, 2022
4,633
"damn. I sure made the right choice"
 
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