Discussion Do you deserve to die? Or do you want to die?

[Life_and_Death]

BTW, the car is 33 years old and I am the original owner but I have a sentimental attachment to it. Never get emotionally attached to inanimate objects. Thanks for your suggestion.

You're welcome. Also I think that's awesome. May I ask what kind of car it is? And yeah I know. Not so much cars but I do get attached to something's but I get away from them by saying "you haven't cared up until this point so just forget it."

 

[TSCursor]

i want to die, i thought about i deserved to die just because i dont make any good in this world, because i am good for nothing

 

[Yeet555]

I just don't want to be here anymore.

I'm so tired of the bs, I feel like I can't be myself anymore.

Not by a longshot.

 

[newave3]

You're welcome. Also I think that's awesome. May I ask what kind of car it is? And yeah I know. Not so much cars but I do get attached to something's but I get away from them by saying "you haven't cared up until this point so just forget it."

It's a 1988 Toyota Camry with a 5 speed manual transmission and about 200,000 miles on it
Like Scotty Kilmer says on YouTube, Toyota's can run forever and ever.

 

[Life_and_Death]

Like Scotty Kilmer says on YouTube

I've seen his videos. Have you ever watched mustie1?

 

[newave3]

I've seen his videos. Have you ever watched mustie1?

No, I am not familiar with mustie1....I assume It's about Mustangs?

 

[Life_and_Death]

No, I am not familiar with mustie1....I assume It's about Mustangs?

Actually no. He specializes in VWs and small engines.

 

[newave3]

Actually no. He specializes in VWs and small engines.

I will have to check it out. I used to own a VW Rabbit so I would be interested. Thanks.

 

[HopelessFight]

I guess it's both in my case. I've unintentionally hurt some great people.

 

[Konjac]

Both.

I'm a total leech who can't contribute to society, as much as I'd love to. My presence is draining... I think my loved ones would be happier if I was gone. I'm not the person I used to be- I used to brighten their day, make them laugh, I'd always put a smile on people's faces, but I just don't ever see myself returning to that. I barely even talk to anyone anymore. I'm a downer. I haven't done anything that'd make people go 'holy shit you're a terrible person', but that doesn't mean I still don't deserve to die. In my eyes, there are more negatives than positives to having me around... therefore I would probably be better off dead.

I want to die because of all the above. I mean, there's plenty of other reasons, but I think that's actually the main one. I feel guilty for even being alive, it's a bit of a miserable existence and I want it to end.

 

[zatoichi]

I definitely deserve it but don't wanna die. Last ten years living like a zombi. I don't have enough energy and willpower to finish it myself.

 

[GoingMyOwnWay]

I don't deserve to die in the sense I've done something terrible. But as others have touched on, I deserve to be able to take my own life in a peaceful way where I don't have to suffer. I provide no value by existing, I'm a net drain on resources because I'm unable to contribute and be a productive person. Living with a clear understanding of the inhuman and horrible world I'm currently living in and what people are doing to me gives me constant anxiety and emotional trauma. There is an immense amount of evil in this world that occurs on a daily basis, I've been forced to become aware of it and it makes me sick.

 

[Deleted member 16907]

i deserve to die. Im such a fucking burden.