Do yall have a chosen suicide location?

[Shadowplay]

Can't leave a note. I still want there to be doubt about whether it was an accident or ctb.

What method are you using and how will you make it look like an accident? If you want to make it look like an accident then home would presumably better - going to a hotel would be suspicious.

 

[supermario]

I'm using SN. Currently deciding between a park where there's a bit of woods to wonder into, and hotel.

 

[Shadowplay]

I'm thinking of doing hotel now.

 

[WaterHemlock]

Like many, my preferred location is out in nature. I don't choose that because of the possibility of being interrupted or traumatizing some person seeking peace in nature.

So my place is most likely hanging in the basement, with warning notes.
I'm waiting for everyone to move out first, so they have a stable place to be without having to live in a place someone's died. But sometimes I don't know what the point of waiting is.
I fight these epic battles in my heart and mind, trying to prevent people who don't give a fuck about me a little shock and inconvenience.

And in between these battles I try so hard both to reach out and connect with other people and also work on self love. How many time will I fail?

I feel angry. They say depression is anger turned toward the self. That feels true. I am so angry to be living in this world invisible and unloved.

 

[lonerclown666]

the street

 

[NotSureToEndure]

I've thought about the sea.. I live really close. I actually live quite close to Beachy Head but I don't think I could build up to that jump. There are also a lot of eyes on that spot. I've been thinking about taking a bunch of valium and swimming into the ocean and presumably I would pass out and drown. I'm just still thinking about whether I really want to go or not.

I guess I would do it at night or really early morning to avoid being spotted but it's still a concern.

 

[SubZero]

I might do it in the nearby forest. There is a place where we visited as kids. It has this marvelous view above the whole town. It is my favorite place here and If I am to die by my own hands, I would like to be there. In my home town.

I also thought of doing this at home but I want to spare all this stress to my family.

 

[BigG91]

Once you get your SN don't waste time or think twice find someplace no one can find you for a while and just do the deed.
Unfortunately i had NaCN with me and gave my life another chance ... Biggest mistake of my life..

 

[Chico56]

I have two options I'm thinking of. One is on a mountain where I can look at the beautiful view until the SN kicks in or at a hotel where nobody would for sure find me.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

In my bedroom

 

[sharky]

I would like to do it outside, maybe in a forest or by a lake. But since there's a risk of being discovered I'll do it at home, listening to music and at peace.

 

[Chiisai]

If only there's no repercussions I'd like to be on a beach looking or floating towards the sunset but I hate to think I'd end up on the news. I just want to CTB discreetly so I can only choose my room.

 

[silent staring void]

I have now finished planning my last trip. It's in a nice secluded place in the mountains, in a hotel with no other houses around. I like the idea of doing it in nature, but I think that would cause other people a lot of unnecessary trouble. So I'd just cover myself with a blanket in my room and write a note that says to call an ambulance.
Even though ideally, I'd go into a public place and tear my own head off out of my own strength, and go out in a cartoonishly large blood fountain for everyone to see. I know it's not realistic, but can't a girl have some dreams....

If only there's no repercussions I'd like to be on a beach looking or floating towards the sunset but I hate to think I'd end up on the news. I just want to CTB discreetly so I can only choose my room.

Very nice. Reminds me of this song:

Given the chance
I'll die like a baby
On some far away beach
When the season's over.
Unlikely
I'll be remembered
As the tide brushes sand in my eyes
I'll drift away.
Cast up on a plateau
With only one memory
A single syllable
Oh lie low lie low.

 

[symphony]

Doing it in nature sounds nice. My "safe space" has always been a scene in the mountains, aspens growing around me, a small creek gurgling past, stones polished smooth by the water. It's night time. I can see all the stars, maybe the moon, and the Milky Way in all its glory. There's no one else within miles and it feels like time stands still.

I'd ideally love to CTB anyone even close to that. But I'll be doing it in my apartment. It'll be more familiar. It'll be less of a big-deal event. I'll have the comforts of my couch and blankets. It's easier to practice. I won't have to travel. It'll be easier for first responders to come find me. Besides, I don't live anywhere close to the paradise I described.

 

[Hercules]

I would love to do it on the beach at sunset while looking at the ocean one last time. The beach is my favorite place, and I would love for the ocean to be the last thing I would see.
Since that isnt very realistic, I will do it at a hotel where I have privacy and know that no one will interrupt me.

 

[lmon]

By dream place would be a room in my grandmas house bc it is my biggest comfort since I was little. But I feel like that would be selfish so. I guess a beach is my dream location. But I don't want to be found so not realistic. Probably cowering in my room or hotel room

 

[Hans Voralberg]

Lake near my city. One shore is very secluded area and view is quiet beautifull. I will hide in small forest near water. Plus if they will find me they won't have time to hospitalize me.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Taft Bridge in Washington DC

What's funny is I knew the bridge you were talking about even though I didn't know the name. I'm very familiar with dc and I knew it wasn't one of the Potomac bridges and I instantly thought what other bridge could it be and this one jumped into my mind first . That is an idyllic suicide location for a jumper . You can perish in rock creek park like so many have.

Personally I'd much rather ingest N in a bathtub in the nearby Omni shoreham or any of the other fine DC hotels. Actually I've fantasized about perishing in the mandarin oriental there or maybe the Willard.

 

[pzzalzr]

Was going to be in my apartment, but since medications are pretty much off the table and I've resorted to firearm, I decided against that, in case whoever finds me is someone I care about. Seeing a loved one's brains splattered everywhere doesn't sound very nice. I've found a nice spot in a wooded area, about 30 mins away from my house, far off from main roads, but not too far that i won't ever be found. It's really pretty, and if i time it right the ground will be dry and i can sit there for a bit, listen to music, and do my thing.