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Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

Specialist
May 5, 2020
395
Beachy Head cliffs
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,470
I want to do it in my own home/apartment. Something about doing it at a hotel makes me nervous. I've thought about getting n and doing it out in the woods with nature but...ehhh I don't wanna traumatize a passerby by seeing my decade body. at least when i'm at my own home i can put warnings around the house to call the police.
 
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LaminarFlow

LaminarFlow

Member
Feb 1, 2021
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gorillazlover

gorillazlover

Member
Oct 11, 2021
19
How do I find a good location? I want it to be a forest and I want to see stars while taking SN, but I live in high density city and because of that there is a lot of light pollution preventing that.
 
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Chockles

Experienced
Sep 17, 2021
270
I'd love to be out in nature but I'm bed ridden so it'll be at home & I'll just have to hope my elderly parents find me dead the next morning ie only 12hrs not the 24hrs recommended for being found after N
 
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Cant go back

Man, I really f****d up
Apr 15, 2021
105
No specific location but out in the forest hopefully. I don't want to stopped or found before I'm dead. It could also be in my house in the closet, it really depends on the circumstances leading up to it.
Do I finally snap? or have I just been worn down enough to lose my mind and go find a forest while feeling completely numb?
 
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8evergo

8evergo

Mage
Oct 20, 2021
557
ich glaube hab was gefunden wollte erst hängen jezt habe ich für springen entscheiden wer ust hat bei mir melden
 
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44nutz1977

Member
Oct 19, 2021
61
I have a specific forest tree... I looked around for a while... its a place where i can be found fairly easy and close to home
 
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Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
Definitly bed room partial hanging with a cord.
 
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Freedom Believer

Freedom Believer

Forever alone.
Dec 23, 2019
351
I'll be in my room. Dead via N or (if I can't get it) SN.
 
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8evergo

8evergo

Mage
Oct 20, 2021
557
ohh yes a tower I'm just waiting for someone to come with me
 
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MeltedJello

MeltedJello

My brain is a liquid mess.
Aug 18, 2021
2,214
Full suspension in the garage or shed.
 
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shush

shush

can you find me space inside your bleeding heart?
Aug 16, 2020
29
my room
 
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Sebuet

Member
Jul 9, 2021
88
Spot in nature I have good childhood memories of
 
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og.

im gonna kill myself
Oct 19, 2021
56
The cairo tower in egypt Cairotower 1 A college student jumped from there recently and he became famous quickly
so if I ever ctb its gonna be from there and it will give a message about trauma and mental health which are basically neglected here
 
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wannabesetfree

wannabesetfree

I'm tired.
Feb 26, 2019
52
To be honest I don't know where yet but I know it won't be my apartment. It sucks and I absolutely hate living here so I don't want my final moments to be here. I also don't want to be in America when I do it because I hate the U.S. as well.

Ideally how I'd like to go is to get my affairs in order (which isn't much since I'm dirt poor lol. it's mainly just me rehoming my pets, saving money, and getting a passport), buy my N and then once it arrives, getting rid of all of my stuff, traveling somewhere, having the time of my life, and then ctbing at a fancy hotel.

There's so many places that I want to go to, so picking a spot is actually very hard for me. But that's how I'd like to go. All of my life, it has been filled with pain, poverty, and misery. For once I'd like to experience something great.
 
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WrongPlaceWrongTime

WrongPlaceWrongTime

Better never to have been
Jul 4, 2021
695
Scouted some nearby hiking trails with lots of trees, which would be my ideal choices to go should I be pushed to the brink.
 
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lotus11

lotus11

Specialist
May 18, 2019
345
So perfect, if I lived near to the sea I would do that, but can't risk loosing the money from the trip in case it doesn't work
No I wish I did! I live right now I the middle of a big, over crowded city and I just want to die but there is no quiet place to go. I'm half homeless as I xant find anywhere to live so I'm living in hostels right now. I could take a trip out of the city but its expensive and I can't afford to loose the money in case it doesn't work. I'm so ready to die at the moment. Previously in my life I have always felt something or other holding me back, even if that this is very small, but at this moment I feel totally ready the only thing really holding me back is going to a good location and the survival instinct. Been on this site for years now...nothings improved, the thought of death seems like a breath of fresh air
 
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Maaizr

Maaizr

LIGHTSTEALER
Aug 2, 2021
148
middle of nowhere, in the absolute void of night, completely unprompted with absolutely zero chance of anyone fucking with the process hahaa they'll never catch meee ❤ not that hard, just keep it lowkey..
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,918
I'm gonna get SN soon, walk to the local forest (25km away) and take it there while just walking around it. Do you guys have a specific location where you want to CTB?
If anywhere, somewhere isolated and away from anybody who could be potentially blamed for the incident itself.

Point the finger not at a substance or where it could be acquired from, but instead at the circumstances and assailants that pushed it too far too many times.
 
deathgripsme

deathgripsme

There is another world
Oct 26, 2021
117
Either a hotel bathroom (most likely) or if I can do it travel to a highlands type place and camp out.
I'll be taking SN btw
 
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Shadowplay

Shadowplay

Average life non-enjoyer
Sep 11, 2021
853
My bed in my apartment/flat where I am now. Cosy. I live alone.
 
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tissosad

Member
Nov 5, 2021
14
I keep going back and forth between my apartment and a hotel.
 
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tissosad

Member
Nov 5, 2021
14
Why would you choose one over the other? Curious.
If I do it in a hotel, I can spare my family the trauma of finding me. If I do it at home, I can be a lot more impulsive and not have to plan every detail.

Are you worried about the person who will find you?
 
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Shadowplay

Shadowplay

Average life non-enjoyer
Sep 11, 2021
853
If I do it in a hotel, I can spare my family the trauma of finding me. If I do it at home, I can be a lot more impulsive and not have to plan every detail.

Are you worried about the person who will find you?
Yeah makes sense. Can leave a warning under the door or something?