To be honest I don't know where yet but I know it won't be my apartment. It sucks and I absolutely hate living here so I don't want my final moments to be here. I also don't want to be in America when I do it because I hate the U.S. as well.
Ideally how I'd like to go is to get my affairs in order (which isn't much since I'm dirt poor lol. it's mainly just me rehoming my pets, saving money, and getting a passport), buy my N and then once it arrives, getting rid of all of my stuff, traveling somewhere, having the time of my life, and then ctbing at a fancy hotel.
There's so many places that I want to go to, so picking a spot is actually very hard for me. But that's how I'd like to go. All of my life, it has been filled with pain, poverty, and misery. For once I'd like to experience something great.