I think plenty of people want to have a better life, but what is failed to be mentioned is most of us won't. Fate has already been predetermined. Some of us have tried very hard to better our situation and do anything and everything to improve life, but nothing ever happens no matter. Some give up. I am in that spectrum. Life and it's hardships just constantly find a way to keep me down, so fuck it..I'll stay there because I am old, tired, worn,bitter,cynical and jaded from everything that has been dealt upon me and life as a whole. Wonder if I was just a terrible person in my previous life (if I had one) something had to transpire for getting emotionally wrecked, heart ripped to shreds and getting hurt. Just want it all to be over and done with. The hell with this planet, the people and the existence. Tired of crying, Tired of wanting something that will never be mine regardless of the steps I take. It's a lonely, sad and depressing existence. I didn't ask for this and don't want it anymore. Getting older and morbidly obese. Just let me DIE.