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Mar 9, 2023
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A special location, like it has some importance to the individual?

For example I personally would like to CTB at the front of my ex's house, then they know I've found peace away from this world.
 
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spacehardware

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Feb 21, 2022
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There is a small seaside town that holds a lot of beautiful memories for me. We used to go there on holiday every year when I was a child. There are many places near there that are breathtakingly beautiful, where I would love to watch one last sunset over the estuary. But, as much as I want to catch the bus there, that would tarnish the memories of the place for my family. Various members of the family still holiday there from time to time and I don't want to ruin it for them. For me I think it's best to choose some nondescript hotel in an undesirable location. I want to limit the pain this causes those around me, and I know it probably makes no difference as it'll hurt my family regardless, but in my head it makes it less awful. I don't want to deprive them of a special place that could remain a sanctuary of happy memories after I'm gone.
 
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RichardFirst

RichardFirst

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Jan 16, 2021
382
I will probably CTB in my bedroom, but I would ideally like to die in my home-city.
 
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missingpeace

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Feb 4, 2023
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I really want to just do it at home..
 
CyberCat95

CyberCat95

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Jan 30, 2022
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I'm not too sure of an exact location. I have a few ideas but nothing concrete. I just know I don't want to do it at home, I'm not sure why... I live alone. Maybe it's to do with the loneliness or worrying I won't be found for ages after. There are a couple of parks in the city where I was born which isn't too far from where I am now. I don't remember living there but I know my parents would take me around the parks when I couldn't sleep, and one park is meant to be good for stargazing too! Bit of a risk but I'll go scope it out first and find a quiet place etc
 
HopelessAngel

HopelessAngel

Just Gotta Let Go...
Mar 2, 2023
61
Ideally, I would like to die overlooking the ocean, with my best friend there to comfort me as I go, but truthfully that's just a dream.

The method I've chosen isn't conducive to that, and the grim reality is I'll probably die alone in a parking lot in some shitty midwest town.
 

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