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writhe

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May 15, 2026
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My mental health first became known to my family when I was 9, after I had wrote a note and "attempted" (a poor attempt at that, since I was a kid). Needless to say I've been struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts since i was at least 8, and honestly I don't meet a lot of people with this same experience. I can't even remember a specific trigger other than my mom's mediocre parenting, and since I have ADHD (and my therapist suspects mild autism) I'm thinking I may have been genetically predisposed. My childhood was robbed from me, my teen years are over, I turn 20 next year. Anyone else?
 
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ZeroRedz02

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May 21, 2026
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i am not underweight but for a few years (2022 - 2024) i had an eating disorder (undiagnosed) and as a result i became very weak. unfortunately i gained all of my weight back and gained even more than i had before and it sucks.
That sucks, and yea weight is unpredictable cause of the retard of the gaining or losing :/
 
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