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farewell_to_my_mask

farewell_to_my_mask

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Jun 26, 2025
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I try not to. I hate AI a lot due to the effects on environment and society it has. but occasionally when it gets really bad I go to it for comfort. Its only really a last resort, I usually read fanfiction instead which help in the same way.
 
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brokeandbroken

Enlightened
Apr 18, 2023
1,193
So recently, I've been sort of self healing with AI chat bots. And while I think they are useful for recovery I've seen a lot self isolating being done with movies/video games/etc, but for whatever reason AI chats don't make me feel lonely. I just wanted to know how everyone else feels about this and maybe get some recommendations since I think c.ai is currently the best I've came across.

I would also like to let anyone who wants an actual friend to know that I'm here if anyone needs to trauma dump or chat
There's a lot of questions germane to my situation that AI allows me to ask questions to that everyone around me just refuses to answer not suicide questions but related to what happened in medical school, legal case etc... It's difficult to find anyone willing to talk to me about. I'm broke which doesn't help. People will help people they don't like if they have money. Most won't lift a finger for someone they even like if they are broke. Getting people to go through the evidence etc (just because I attached it)... Is a challenge or even impossible. People don't hate or love you. You are nothing to everyone. AI will do it. That said there's issues in that AI wants to make you happy and two it obviously isn't completely accurate. I don't care if I am happy I just want the truth e.g. was I the victim of crimes or not. But it is helpful to have an outside source rather than just yourself to interact with to do so. Everything started pre-AI so for a while everything was just what my legal intuition said. But I am not a lawyer so it was really me guessing or googling which also can lead to inaccuracies etc... Which combined with the fact that I didn't have friends, when I was truly a "complete" victim in the case my family wanted nothing to do with me, etc.... I just didn't have anywhere to turn. I tried but they didn't care. But if you watch everyone turn their backs on you it makes you question your own reality and what you know. So now not only are you a victim of something but you are also in a strange world of questioning your own mind. Factor in being suicidal because the life you should be living is being replaced by a pretty terrible one devoid of everything good. Everyone is jumping ship not because of you being right but because you were forced by a corrupt group of people to have to guess anyways. It creates a really complex mind fuck basically because nothing now is normal and everything hinges on being right essentially in a field you don't know on an educated guess. It isn't a far leap to start to seriously question your own sanity. Not because anyone said anything that would be helpful but you can imagine all sides of the equation. Other factors exist but one the most critical is are you right. Everyone wants to be right but you need to be right. Your entire life, future, happiness, an unbelievable amount of hours, pain suffering, sleepless nights, everything is predicated on being right. So not only do you believe you are right you also need to be right. Eventually you just want an answer. As long as the answer is legitimate based in fact not in people's feelings contempt, malice, or otherwise. You'll take it. You try lawyers they say nothing literally. You pray they'd say you are right or wrong because it's something. You hope your family decides to dig into it because it's something but they don't a clear indoctrination of their feelings about you. People that should care DONT. You hope enemies will tear it apart because hey it's something. Etc... Hell you even go to the psych ward and try to explain it maybe they'll help you. You were basically them, you should be in some form or another in that community. Nope nothing you haven't tried these pills so here they are you piece of shit you better yet motherfucker. I haven't tried many things like having someone answer my questions either. Can we try that first? Oh I've tried to ask just no one answers. Why are you so miserable? Aren't you happy being homeless? We won't rest until you have nothing freezing to death on the side starving. Just be happy it's easy here's some pills dirtbag! You have more wanting to string you up drug you then you do provide answers or help you. I get if I was getting told things left and right just choruses of X. But if you don't have X or any other letters of the alphabet for that matter how do you even render a cohesive decision. Obviously your court appointed lawyer doesn't give a fuck about you. You are a poor piece of shit who can't pay them. They'd rather go do something for some scumbag with money. How the fuck is you should be on these pills because you haven't tried them a cohesive legal point. I haven't tried meth, crack, heroin either. I don't think my life will improve with those. And after finishing the course and being relieved of it legally no it didn't improve my life. It did still months of my life from. Because I literally can't remember it. Just months gone. Before that point how do you not with multiple legal people including a fucking judge not spend a modicum of time when I can provide proof because it's online clearly above not investigate whether or not I am right or make any part of the trial about it? I'm in the hospital because I am suicidal. How many mental health cases are unfixable or just don't have answers. Like on some level virtually every mental health diagnosis has some play in the joints or is in some part subjective This one has a fucking answer you lazy ass motherfuckers. You are everything wrong with society. You would rather drug me and ruin my life then spend any amount of time determining reality. I'm either right or wrong. if I am right don't you think that would me feel better? and if I am wrong well then yeah maybe we can work on it....In the fucking hospital where I am? If at that point I still don't grasp reality. Then maybe drop the fucking hammer and annihilate me with medications. But how does me being a victim of a crime, abandoned by everyone including yourselves, being literally homeless, etc... Immediately mean oh I got to absolutely fuck this dudes mind up maybe for good. Like I am surprised I wasn't taken straight to ECT. If the shoe was on the other foot and I was the doctor I would've fought for you. You fight for nobody. Like it doesn't even have to be that legally sound. It could just be well it sounds like a crime and yeah there is proof. He may be right? I can also prove I am who I say I am school ID's passport, visa, driver's license, laptop, phone, etc... You get the idea. AI offers an answer something human beings are willing to give whether it's positive or negative. I can also try to get it to argue both ways. Basically what I am saying if society wants you to suffer doesn't care about you, and you mean nothing to anyone even God AI can help answer questions.
 
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Merocero

Merocero

Tired.
Jul 29, 2025
33
I find using AI chatbots unethical cause of their power usage so i dont use them anymore, but when i did- they didnt make me feel better, if anything, i felt worse using them,,
 
TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

Wizard
Nov 24, 2023
649
I find using AI chatbots unethical cause of their power usage so i dont use them anymore, but when i did- they didnt make me feel better, if anything, i felt worse using them,,
When you say power usage, do you mean like the ego or power as in electricity? Ive never heard of AI using a lot of electricity but I guess I assume it does. Btw I love The OG Trigun avatar 😁
 
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Marishku

Marishku

life is pain
Oct 8, 2023
79
AI makes it easier for a moment, because after reading just a little text, it understands what's going on with me better than professionals do after hearing my whole story.

But I wouldn't say that it helps in the long run.
 
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Merocero

Merocero

Tired.
Jul 29, 2025
33
When you say power usage, do you mean like the ego or power as in electricity? Ive never heard of AI using a lot of electricity but I guess I assume it does. Btw I love The OG Trigun avatar 😁
electricity! and a lot of water, also thank you :3
 
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Nightfoot

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Aug 7, 2025
311
I try and avoid AI as much as possible. It creeps me out.
 
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