Venting distance feels like abandonment to me

[dump224477]

i think things are fine right now, im alone in my bed ready to sleep, he's in a call with his friends playing games

i don't feel necessarily sad, i miss the old me, i was so full of energy. everyday i bash myself for being so damn tired

why am i so tired all the time, he complains about it and all i do is sleep.

i wish i had drugs, i miss doing them, they fixed everything. i hope i can destroy my liver to death with all the pills i take

i can't love peacefully

my future is over

 

[Meteora]

Can relate to the title.
Would like to ask you if you can specify what you mean?

 

[dump224477]

i think things are fine right now, im alone in my bed ready to sleep, he's in a call with his friends playing games

i don't feel necessarily sad, i miss the old me, i was so full of energy. everyday i bash myself for being so damn tired

why am i so tired all the time, he complains about it and all i do is sleep.

i wish i had drugs, i miss doing them, they fixed everything. i hope i can destroy my liver to death with all the pills i take
my future is over

Can relate to the title.
Would like to ask you if you can specify what you mean?

it's kind of an add on to my last post, im talking about my boyfriend, sory for the confusion i just wanted to vent as if it's a diary

 

[sadhappygirl]

i feel this way too and then i get mad and make it worse :c

 

[dump224477]

i feel this way too and then i get mad and make it worse :c

sending virtual hug