dump224477

dump224477

a mess
Mar 18, 2023
75
i think things are fine right now, im alone in my bed ready to sleep, he's in a call with his friends playing games

i don't feel necessarily sad, i miss the old me, i was so full of energy. everyday i bash myself for being so damn tired

why am i so tired all the time, he complains about it and all i do is sleep.

i wish i had drugs, i miss doing them, they fixed everything. i hope i can destroy my liver to death with all the pills i take

i can't love peacefully

my future is over
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
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Can relate to the title.
Would like to ask you if you can specify what you mean?
 
dump224477

dump224477

a mess
Mar 18, 2023
75
i think things are fine right now, im alone in my bed ready to sleep, he's in a call with his friends playing games

i don't feel necessarily sad, i miss the old me, i was so full of energy. everyday i bash myself for being so damn tired

why am i so tired all the time, he complains about it and all i do is sleep.

i wish i had drugs, i miss doing them, they fixed everything. i hope i can destroy my liver to death with all the pills i take
my future is over
Can relate to the title.
Would like to ask you if you can specify what you mean?
it's kind of an add on to my last post, im talking about my boyfriend, sory for the confusion i just wanted to vent as if it's a diary
 
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sadhappygirl

sadhappygirl

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Jun 11, 2023
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i feel this way too and then i get mad and make it worse :c
 

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