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Throwmyselfaway

Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
797
Has any disappeared from everyone they know or thought about it before they ctb? This was a thought I started toying with last night. Just to have some peace with my thoughts before I ctb
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
It could be nice but I wouldn't know how to do it...
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
About a week before my failed attempt, I isolated myself from my family and the few friends I had by ignoring their messages and calls.
In my opinion, it was a bad idea because they realized that something strange was happening with me and for that reason, I was found too soon when I tried to CTB.
 
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Deleted member 19654

Deleted member 19654

Working towards recovery.
Jul 9, 2020
1,627
When I was at my most depressed and really considering going through with ctb, I ended up distancing myself from all my friends. Partly because it's like self sabotage and also because I felt like it would be better for them.
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Try to act as normal as possible for attempt day, don't need to attract any attention from anyone.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,561
It sounds cool but I don't have any money or anything to start a new life
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,860
I've effectively disappeared. I used to have a hundred friends, now I have 2, and I don't even see them, just text occasionally. I've had no social media presence for 5 years or more. If anyone from my past got in their head to find me they couldn't. Maybe if they hired a detective. My parents don't even know where I live.
 
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Throwmyselfaway

Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
797
About a week before my failed attempt, I isolated myself from my family and the few friends I had by ignoring their messages and calls.
In my opinion, it was a bad idea because they realized that something strange was happening with me and for that reason, I was found too soon when I tried to CTB.

This is one of my fears that it would be a dead giveaway

Try to act as normal as possible for attempt day, don't need to attract any attention from anyone.

I'm trying but I slipped up and now every other day my wife brings up me being unhappy yet never asks what's wrong
 

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