Throwmyselfaway
Not gone yet but soon
- Jan 14, 2020
- 798
Has any disappeared from everyone they know or thought about it before they ctb? This was a thought I started toying with last night. Just to have some peace with my thoughts before I ctb
sadworld
existence is a nightmare
- Aug 25, 2020
- 3,870
It could be nice but I wouldn't know how to do it...
About a week before my failed attempt, I isolated myself from my family and the few friends I had by ignoring their messages and calls.
In my opinion, it was a bad idea because they realized that something strange was happening with me and for that reason, I was found too soon when I tried to CTB.
In my opinion, it was a bad idea because they realized that something strange was happening with me and for that reason, I was found too soon when I tried to CTB.
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Deleted member 19654
Working towards recovery.
- Jul 9, 2020
- 1,628
When I was at my most depressed and really considering going through with ctb, I ended up distancing myself from all my friends. Partly because it’s like self sabotage and also because I felt like it would be better for them.
Gromit-CTB
time for ctb
- Nov 14, 2020
- 847
Try to act as normal as possible for attempt day, don't need to attract any attention from anyone.
Nymph
he/him
- Jul 15, 2020
- 2,522
It sounds cool but I don’t have any money or anything to start a new life
Good4Nothing
Unlovable
- May 8, 2020
- 1,865
I've effectively disappeared. I used to have a hundred friends, now I have 2, and I don't even see them, just text occasionally. I've had no social media presence for 5 years or more. If anyone from my past got in their head to find me they couldn't. Maybe if they hired a detective. My parents don't even know where I live.
Throwmyselfaway
Not gone yet but soon
- Jan 14, 2020
- 798
This is one of my fears that it would be a dead giveaway
I’m trying but I slipped up and now every other day my wife brings up me being unhappy yet never asks what’s wrong