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CGN83

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Jan 1, 2026
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I've been in a bad place for a long time. I went through a serious assault back in January which has completely messed me up. I want to try and forget about it and move on. The police won't leave me alone, they won't let me forget and they've told me they're coming through on Thursday to discuss it further. I can't take any more. I thought I was finally getting back to normality, starting a new job on Monday and finally able to move on but no, the police go and destroy all of that.

I have a location and time for hanging in mind, but I want to make it as painless as possible. I have no time to order sedatives or whatever online, as this is happening soon. I've talked about this for a while but now I'm ready.

Would Diphenhydramine make things any easier? I'm not talking about a full pack to OD on as I know DH isn't an effective method to, just enough to relax me and make the hanging less of a struggle.
 

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