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[Unhumanly.]

Tittle say it, I'll be dead anytime soon, won't exactly tell when, just making this thread to have last conversation and talk to comfort myself while on the way, any questions or other talk? I'll answer just as much i can

 

[PI3.14]

Sorry life has brought you to this.

What's your story?

 

[itsgone2]

Why now? Has something changed?

 

[Unhumanly.]

Sorry life has brought you to this.

What's your story?

I'm just someone who tried and fell so many time, enough to prove that I can't guarantee anything in life and learn nothing stay even in my effort to keep it

Why now? Has something changed?

Yeah, everyone in my life leave me now, I have nobody

 

[PI3.14]

I'm just someone who tried and fell so many time, enough to prove that I can't guarantee anything in life and learn nothing stay even in my effort to keep it

I can relate to this a lot, I keep saying that my life is basically like the myth of Sisyphus. The rock keeps rulling down every time I try to get it to the top.

 

[Hiro Uchiha]

You sound determined. Sorry you feel this way. You don't have to answer. At this point, what's the possibility of you backing out?

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.

 

[Unhumanly.]

You sound determined. Sorry you feel this way. You don't have to answer. At this point, what's the possibility of you backing out?

No more I'm afraid, if I keep coming back and opening myself, I don't want to give the idea to the people around in my life that I'm unaffected with what have done to me, time to stop the pattern

 

[Hiro Uchiha]

No more I'm afraid, if I keep coming back and opening myself, I don't want to give the idea to the people around in my life that I'm unaffected with what have done to me, time to stop the pattern

I'm also afraid you'd say that. Sorry it came to this. May peace find us in these troubled times.

 

[Alexandra_]

I wish you find what you seek. I hate this vicious cycle too. I don't understand what we did to deserve such suffering?

 

[Ruru-san]

How are you feeling right now?

 

[Unhumanly.]

I wish you find what you seek. I hate this vicious cycle too. I don't understand what we did to deserve such suffering?

Thank you
I don't know why too, but from what people in my life usually tell me though, I deserve to get what come for me because I'm not competent enough and my effort doesn't make me special, I'll always be replaceable

How are you feeling right now?

I don't know, maybe empty or hollow

 

[Ruru-san]

Thank you
I don't know why too, but from what people in my life usually tell me though, I deserve to get what come for me because I'm not competent enough and my effort doesn't make me special, I'll always be replaceable

I don't know, maybe empty or hollow

I'm so sorry that life has led you down this path and made you this way. I hope you find peace somewhere, somehow.

 

[moonmuse]

bro idk you but may peace be upon you whatever decision you may take

 

[ropeburns&migranes]

I'm sorry for what ever that had led you to this but I hope you receive what you're looking for. If you don't mind, what method are you choosing to go with?

 

[MyShadow]

Tittle say it, I'll be dead anytime soon, won't exactly tell when, just making this thread to have last conversation and talk to comfort myself while on the way, any questions or other talk? I'll answer just as much i can

I just want to say that you mattered. Even if you're taking your last breath, you mattered. Sometime, somewhere, maybe even just on this forum you gave someone support when they needed it. Even though I don't know you I wanted you to know this and wanted you to know that you are not alone. We are here to support you.

 

[Unhumanly.]

I'm sorry for what ever that had led you to this but I hope you receive what you're looking for. If you don't mind, what method are you choosing to go with?

Method that usually talked about in this site, I doubt that it will be hundred percent smooth as it's described in most experience there is certain degree of pain in the process but they manage to go through it by comfort from someone in the process, thing is, I don't have anyone, so I'll try to find way to comfort myself through it, maybe I'll sleep on the most comfortable bed with something I can hug or lean on for the last time

I just want to say that you mattered. Even if you're taking your last breath, you mattered. Sometime, somewhere, maybe even just on this forum you gave someone support when they needed it. Even though I don't know you I wanted you to know this and wanted you to know that you are not alone. We are here to support you.

Yeah I can agree to the support part, thanks to the resource this site provide, it open me to the way out I desired, I thank that support very much

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I wish you find what you seek. I hate this vicious cycle too. I don't understand what we did to deserve such suffering?

we didn't do anything to deserve such suffering. what happened to us or to everyone suffering could happen to anyone. and I know nobody believes nor cares but even the worst sufferings i've seen here or other places : there is pain and suffering a trillion times worse than that or any I've seen. that's is how horrible life and this world are.

a clue as to how evil this world is they have 99.99 % of humans believing that getting out of this hell = Death/Non-existence forever is the worst thing when eternal Non-existence is actually the best thing by far a quadrillion times better than anything

there is no god. there is no intelligence to the universe watching if a small animal a bag of cells does something "bad". life is just torture an evil

 

[Unhumanly.]

I'm starting to give away some important things to some people, they don't know why I was doing it, they will never know