Did you feel scared after taking an OD?

[Mm80]

I wish I had all those pills you have. Due to overdosing and being found I have next to no pills to OD on. Promethazine is used to calm people down who are agitated. Not sure about it being used as an anti psychotic in the past.

Yeah I couldn't have got them off my doctor due to my medical history and their high risk in overdose. Tcas are calcium channel blockers and stop the heart in od. I'd always encourage anyone who is thinking of overdosing on new type anti depressants like ssris to reconsider. One of the reasons docs hand them out like sweets is because they are relatively non toxic and very hard to OD on. They can cause serotin syndrome but this very rarely causes death and is likely to cause some really nasty symptoms before recovery.

 

[Timetodie90]

Yeah I couldn't have got them off my doctor due to my medical history and their high risk in overdose. Tcas are calcium channel blockers and stop the heart in od. I'd always encourage anyone who is thinking of overdosing on new type anti depressants like ssris to reconsider. One of the reasons docs hand them out like sweets is because they are relatively non toxic and very hard to OD on. They can cause serotin syndrome but this very rarely causes death and is likely to cause some really nasty symptoms before recovery.

How did you manage to get them if you couldn't get them off your doctor if you don't mind me asking ? I took my mothers as she had some but she wasn't taking them. So she had a few packets of the 10mg ones. I normally wouldn't take anything of my mothers but I was desperate.
Yes I have heard that overdosing on new type anti depressants isn't easy. Unless you mix them with other tablets. To increase lethality.

 

[Notwinnernotawin]

I thought it was easy, however I did feel dissapointed when it didn't work

Same. I wasn't scared, just trying to get out of this life. Got angry when I found out it would took a lot more pills to kill me. Specially because the nurse at the hospital was really rude. If I wasn't numb I'd probably talk back.

 

[8272019]

I was sitting in my car after driving into a ditch near the mountainside when I "tried" to OD but unfortunately I took too much alcohol beforehand and threw up. I remember feeling my heart race from the drugs and I vividly recall getting very warm. It was during a chilly December and I had to take off my sweater and lay on the ground since I felt so warm

Oh damn, I was considering drinking alcohol before trying to OD again in order to numb physical pain, but if I am gonna throw up afterwards then whats the

Wow, I am sorry to hear about this awful experience.
Can you tell me/us what meds you used that caused you to suffer this much?

I believe it was severe serotonin syndrome caused by SSRI's. I took both Prozac and Lamictal. SSRI's dont usually kill, but can cause serotonin syndrome. Lamictial, I assume, can be fatal. But so can severe serotonin syndrome. I never want to go through that pain again, though. If I were to OD again, I'd want to also find something that can numb physical pain.

 

[bokete]

It was somewhat peaceful. I took approximately 600mg of Amitriptyline and 3g of Ibuprofen. I just opened all the blisters, put on my hands, and drank it all with water (previously I had drank a bit of alcohol), then I lay down and played AC for like, 15min, then slept. It was during a crisis, so i did it impulsively, and I did know that the dosage I took was little but knowing the side effects from just one pill, I thought it'd work, either to put me to sleep for a few days or to kill me. 12h later, I was woken up by my sister calling me to lunch, feeling drowsy, confused, weak and etc. Went to sleep some minutes later after finishing it (with so much difficulty) and woke up again 3h later, went to the bathroom to pee and looked myself in the mirror, asking myself "why did it not work??".

 

[Maddox67]

Maybe a little anxious while eating all the tablets.but after was just a euphoric rush starting at my legs then my arms then into the blackness and peace.until waking up after 3 days in a coma.

 

[Bleachedwhale]

Or during? Or was it relatively easy to just lie back and await fate?

I found it very easy. I had alot of benzos so I was very relaxed.

 

[snuffcore]

Yeah. It was precisely that fear what "saved" me I guess. If I hadn't chickened out maybe I would be resting already.

 

[HappyMstake]

It was an experience I will never EVER forget (what I can remember from that night that is.) I remember when I was taking them I was shaking so bad, I'm actually surprised I got all handfuls in my mouth, then after I took the whole bottle 150 capsules realization hit me that there's no turning back now so I decided I might as well go all out and I drank a whole bottle of numbing throat spray and then I tried to drink Lysol but I couldn't get past two sips, after drinking that it literally felt like my insides were just being eaten alive.

After my body started to absorb everything I ingested i was throwing up uncontrollably, I tried so hard to stop throwing up because just knew all of this would've been for nothing but I couldn't stop.

During the middle of throwing my guts up I started to feel the sensation, it's hard to describe but it's unlike anything I've ever experienced in the worst way. I kept trying to grab something to drink but I couldn't, it's like I was looking straight at it with my eyes but my hands were in another dimension and I couldn't find the water with my hands. It was awful I'll never od again.

 

[Aeathelina]

It took a lot of crying and shaking but I've tried to OD on expired ibuprofen. It was the worst feeling ever downing over 20 pills. I was so nuastated, blurred vision, abdominal pain and just the weighy of the action sent me panicking around till I collapsed. I never got hospital treatment for it cuz America so I rode out the effects and to this day I'm sure my liver is fucked and stomach has never been the same.

 

[tryingtoescape]

I took Inderal. I felt kind of scared. But it was bearable compared to my usual level of fear and anxiety. I was mostly scared when I realized I couldn't fall asleep. I thought I would just pass out quickly, but I guess I didn't take enough for it to be fatal. Everything felt really slow and my limbs felt so heavy. I ended up in the hospital hallucinating. I stayed there for a night.

 

[PDAnnie2610]

I've access to some atenolol and I OD on them in the past. I passed out for 3 hours.

Its tempting to either OD on them (I've 40ish pills or to use them along with SN and meto)..:

 

[Sinai Silence]

The whole process was pretty easy and calm even though it was an act of impulse. Bring caught and having everyone start freaking out wasn't fun though.

 

[Wants-To-End]

I tried od on cough syrup + alpraz . slept for 3 days straight ..woke up in the hospital.

What's your dosage?

I took a sh*tload of dextromethorphan (slang DXM) and when the pain and hallucinations became unbearable and I was absolutely terrified of everything and every second I had to endure, so I asked random people on the street to call for an ambulance (Minutes later i lost the ability to speak because my jaw muscles were clenched.

They brought me to the nearest psychiatric hospital because I behaved so weirdly and they thought I am "ok" but I escaped or sth. Last things I remember in the hospital was burning everywhere, terrifying visual and auditory hallucinations and muscle hypertension and I was cramping in regular intervals which also hurt like crazy, i couldnt control it and i thought my back would snap. I woke up the next day in ICU and got sent to a psychiatric hospital.

DXM caused Pain? , But one of the guy said, he had peaceful experience though,

How Much DXM to OD?

I've got eight OTC cough medicine, roughly 2840 mg. Is that enough DXM to OD off of? WAs planning to mix w/alcohol and SSRI/antipsychotic medication to CTB.

sanctioned-suicide.net

may symptom differ on Individual?

 

[hells "angel"]

My attempt was impulsive. I wanted to die, just didn't think it through well. I took a bunch of painkillers and benadryl, as well as an opioid i'd found. Maybe 20 minutes in I started feeling panicked, dizzy, lost my balance. I hadn't drank alcohol much, hadn't done many drugs; so it was a very new scary feeling for me. At the time I wasn't even using much pot - but In the past I had taken edibles, and got way too high, and was falling over holding onto the walls. But it was nothing like what the benadryl did to me. I felt out of my body. At some point I got ahold of my parent (big mistake) and told them I had overdosed, and they took me to the hospital. It was out of survival instant/panic. I fully regret ever telling anyone; I don't even think it would have killed me (which is kinda why I actually did tell someone, I just felt I would be severely sick; which I was). Took 4 IV liquid bags to pump all the shit out. I got sent to the ward for a few involuntarily. It was a bad experience. Next time I plan on OD'ing on saved up anti depressants, sleep meds, pain killers, as well as consuming alcohol and weed. Might also try to hang myself. Although I wish I could go out by something like carbon monoxide poisoning, it would take quite a while for me to be able to do so (have the chance to).

 

[TimetoGo!]

My attempt was impulsive. I wanted to die, just didn't think it through well. I took a bunch of painkillers and benadryl, as well as an opioid i'd found. Maybe 20 minutes in I started feeling panicked, dizzy, lost my balance. I hadn't drank alcohol much, hadn't done many drugs; so it was a very new scary feeling for me. At the time I wasn't even using much pot - but In the past I had taken edibles, and got way too high, and was falling over holding onto the walls. But it was nothing like what the benadryl did to me. I felt out of my body. At some point I got ahold of my parent (big mistake) and told them I had overdosed, and they took me to the hospital. It was out of survival instant/panic. I fully regret ever telling anyone; I don't even think it would have killed me (which is kinda why I actually did tell someone, I just felt I would be severely sick; which I was). Took 4 IV liquid bags to pump all the shit out. I got sent to the ward for a few involuntarily. It was a bad experience. Next time I plan on OD'ing on saved up anti depressants, sleep meds, pain killers, as well as consuming alcohol and weed. Might also try to hang myself. Although I wish I could go out by something like carbon monoxide poisoning, it would take quite a while for me to be able to do so (have the chance to).

Anti-depressants, sleep meds, painkillers will very likely do nothing bar make you sick……complete waste of time.

Sorry life brought you here

 

[hells "angel"]

Thank you for letting me know - I wouldn't want a repeat of last time. I'll keep searching more effective methods.

 

[Walilamdzii]

Huh, I don't remember making this thread all those years ago. I stockpiled lithium, but it was confiscated. I'm trying to get my head around partial, but last time I tried it wasn't easy..