Discussion Did you cry your heart out recently ? What was the reason ?

[Painless_end]

Just want to know, if you did cry, what was it about.

Please share your grief without hesitation.

 

[user_name_here]

I think the last time i cried my heart out was when a work colleague died around the start of the year.

 

[forgotten15]

Yes, two days ago. Because I can't do it anymore, this life is tormenting me, i belong to nowhere, i have no reason to stay here but still can't get enough courage to ctb.
It saddens me I am this way and never had a "normal" perspective on life, have always been suicidal and wanted to stop existing. Seeing others have friends and a nice, content life hurts me because I know i will never be like that. I am just not programmed that way.
All i want is out but ending my life is not easy. I feel trapped here and every day is just emptiness.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

This happens very often, thoughts of having a loving gf will still bring me to tears even after having this happen several times per week for over half a decade. It doesn't get better, it doesn't get easier.

 

[Painless_end]

This happens very often, thoughts of having a loving gf will still bring me to tears even after having this happen several times per week for over half a decade. It doesn't get better, it doesn't get easier.

Hope you find whatever you need

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Hope you find whatever you need

No chance. Thanks though, hope you live a long and fulfilling life full of happiness.

 

[Painless_end]

No chance. Thanks though, hope you live a long and fulfilling life full of happiness.

Check your private conversations if you want to talk

 

[AtMostOkay]

After years of no tears, the floodgates are open. I cried all day Monday, merely over the injustices of this life. Gave me a headache, do not reccomend.

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

I did. Very recently. My own ugliness makes me cry a lot. It reminds me, it's time to cry some more……

 

[TheHatedOne]

I did that last weekend when my "partner" refused to defend me from a cyberbully and because of that I couldn't play one of my favorite games.

 

[motel rooms]

After years of no tears, the floodgates are open. I cried all day Monday, merely over the injustices of this life. Gave me a headache, do not reccomend.

After years of no tears, I cry a lot these days & I consider it a breakthrough, it makes my head hurt less.

 

[AtMostOkay]

This is a breakthrough, no doubt. Uncomfortable. But isn't most of value? I'm feeling again. Fuck.

After years of no tears, I cry a lot these days & I consider it a breakthrough, it makes my head hurt less.

 

[Painless_end]

After years of no tears, the floodgates are open. I cried all day Monday, merely over the injustices of this life. Gave me a headache, do not reccomend.

Send me a private message if you want to get anything off your chest

 

[AtMostOkay]

Send me a private message if you want to get anything off your chest

Thank you so very much. It isn't every day we are offered such. You rock.

 

[idiot_dad]

I wish I could cry. I really do. The last time I cried was after I unexpectedly lost my job two years ago. All the feelings I had bottled up and ignored came spilling out and I couldn't help it.

 

[FuneralCry]

No. I haven't done so in a long time. I used to cry a lot in the past and in a way I miss it. I think because I cried so much, I cannot do it anymore. In a way it is like I have already died, I just feel so empty.

 

[Buried_Kid]

This happens very often, thoughts of having a loving gf will still bring me to tears even after having this happen several times per week for over half a decade. It doesn't get better, it doesn't get easier.

Having a lovely partner doesn't mean your life is fixed, sadly.
Do you have a girlfriend? Does she knows about your suicidal thoughts? What does she thinks about them?

I have a lovely partner. And I sometimes cry even if she's there saying/doing cute things to me. I know she'll suffer a lot, and it'll be another tragedy in her life. She doesn't deserve that, she deserves a lot more that what I can give her.
I can't understand what makes her still be with me, I know I'm hurting her and I'll hurt her even more when I pass out.
These things make me cry pretty often. Thank you for making this thread curious89.

 

[thequiet1]

There is so much to cry about...
Today it was my best friend who excluded friendship with me. I can't trust no one, can't talk to anyone...

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

I cant cry anymore. There is just nothing inside me. I cant feel anything. Like @FuneralCry, I have already died.

 

[jusbug]

i cry because I'm scared to die I'm ready i have to do it but I'm scared

 

[forgotten15]

I did. Very recently. My own ugliness makes me cry a lot. It reminds me, it's time to cry some more……

No, you are beautiful! This world is ugly. Don't cry

I did. Very recently. My own ugliness makes me cry a lot. It reminds me, it's time to cry some more……

I cant cry anymore. There is just nothing inside me. I cant feel anything. Like @FuneralCry, I have already died.

I feel your pain. I hope we find peace.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Do you have a girlfriend?

 

[greebo6]

About a week ago. I felt even lonelier and sadder than usual and just kind of lost it....

 

[Crazy4u]

I don't remenber. I don't feel much of anything these days.

 

[Starryeyes]

Cried for a good few hours straight cuddling a glass of SN. Realising how fucking lonely I am and it's all my own doing. It sucks

 

[W3akCr3atur3]

I did about 8 hours ago.

 

[DunnoWhyButYeah]

My heart was broken.

 

[agate]

Just want to know, if you did cry, what was it about.

Please share your grief without hesitation.

I did. I miss my son (10) . He lives with his father in Sweden (I'm in Florida). I see him about 2x a year for a few weeks. The pain at times is indescribable. But I put on a brave/happy face and I'm most of the time just numb.

 

[orangepotato]

No I don't cry any more

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

No I don't cry any more

I envy you. I hope I'll reach that point, too, where I'm not able to cry anymore…..