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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
Just want to know, if you did cry, what was it about.

Please share your grief without hesitation.
 
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user_name_here

N/A
May 16, 2021
315
I think the last time i cried my heart out was when a work colleague died around the start of the year.
 
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forgotten15

forgotten15

Specialist
Aug 24, 2021
332
Yes, two days ago. Because I can't do it anymore, this life is tormenting me, i belong to nowhere, i have no reason to stay here but still can't get enough courage to ctb.
It saddens me I am this way and never had a "normal" perspective on life, have always been suicidal and wanted to stop existing. Seeing others have friends and a nice, content life hurts me because I know i will never be like that. I am just not programmed that way.
All i want is out but ending my life is not easy. I feel trapped here and every day is just emptiness.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,810
This happens very often, thoughts of having a loving gf will still bring me to tears even after having this happen several times per week for over half a decade. It doesn't get better, it doesn't get easier.
 
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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
This happens very often, thoughts of having a loving gf will still bring me to tears even after having this happen several times per week for over half a decade. It doesn't get better, it doesn't get easier.
Hope you find whatever you need
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,810
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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
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AtMostOkay

AtMostOkay

Screw your courage to the sticking place.
Jun 29, 2021
926
After years of no tears, the floodgates are open. I cried all day Monday, merely over the injustices of this life. Gave me a headache, do not reccomend.
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
I did. Very recently. My own ugliness makes me cry a lot. It reminds me, it's time to cry some more……
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
I did that last weekend when my "partner" refused to defend me from a cyberbully and because of that I couldn't play one of my favorite games.
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
After years of no tears, the floodgates are open. I cried all day Monday, merely over the injustices of this life. Gave me a headache, do not reccomend.
After years of no tears, I cry a lot these days & I consider it a breakthrough, it makes my head hurt less.
 
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AtMostOkay

AtMostOkay

Screw your courage to the sticking place.
Jun 29, 2021
926
This is a breakthrough, no doubt. Uncomfortable. But isn't most of value? I'm feeling again. Fuck.
After years of no tears, I cry a lot these days & I consider it a breakthrough, it makes my head hurt less.
 
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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
After years of no tears, the floodgates are open. I cried all day Monday, merely over the injustices of this life. Gave me a headache, do not reccomend.
Send me a private message if you want to get anything off your chest
 
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AtMostOkay

AtMostOkay

Screw your courage to the sticking place.
Jun 29, 2021
926
Send me a private message if you want to get anything off your chest
Thank you so very much. It isn't every day we are offered such. You rock.
 
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idiot_dad

Member
Sep 1, 2020
53
I wish I could cry. I really do. The last time I cried was after I unexpectedly lost my job two years ago. All the feelings I had bottled up and ignored came spilling out and I couldn't help it.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,550
No. I haven't done so in a long time. I used to cry a lot in the past and in a way I miss it. I think because I cried so much, I cannot do it anymore. In a way it is like I have already died, I just feel so empty.
 
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Buried_Kid

Buried_Kid

Fading to black.
May 30, 2021
25
This happens very often, thoughts of having a loving gf will still bring me to tears even after having this happen several times per week for over half a decade. It doesn't get better, it doesn't get easier.
Having a lovely partner doesn't mean your life is fixed, sadly.
Do you have a girlfriend? Does she knows about your suicidal thoughts? What does she thinks about them?

I have a lovely partner. And I sometimes cry even if she's there saying/doing cute things to me. I know she'll suffer a lot, and it'll be another tragedy in her life. She doesn't deserve that, she deserves a lot more that what I can give her.
I can't understand what makes her still be with me, I know I'm hurting her and I'll hurt her even more when I pass out.
These things make me cry pretty often. Thank you for making this thread curious89.
 
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thequiet1

thequiet1

Member
Sep 19, 2020
17
There is so much to cry about...
Today it was my best friend who excluded friendship with me. I can't trust no one, can't talk to anyone...
 
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mentalhealthfighter

mentalhealthfighter

Lets win together
Jun 15, 2021
362
I cant cry anymore. There is just nothing inside me. I cant feel anything. Like @FuneralCry, I have already died.
 
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jusbug

Member
Apr 19, 2019
63
i cry because I'm scared to die I'm ready i have to do it but I'm scared
 
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forgotten15

forgotten15

Specialist
Aug 24, 2021
332
I did. Very recently. My own ugliness makes me cry a lot. It reminds me, it's time to cry some more……
No, you are beautiful! This world is ugly. Don't cry :hug:
I did. Very recently. My own ugliness makes me cry a lot. It reminds me, it's time to cry some more……


I cant cry anymore. There is just nothing inside me. I cant feel anything. Like @FuneralCry, I have already died.
I feel your pain. I hope we find peace. :heart:
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,671
About a week ago. I felt even lonelier and sadder than usual and just kind of lost it....
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
I don't remenber. I don't feel much of anything these days.
 
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Starryeyes

Starryeyes

Experienced
Sep 22, 2021
237
Cried for a good few hours straight cuddling a glass of SN. Realising how fucking lonely I am and it's all my own doing. It sucks
 
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ImpairedLowlife

ImpairedLowlife

Empty and hollow
Aug 3, 2020
367
I did about 8 hours ago.
 
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DunnoWhyButYeah

DunnoWhyButYeah

~*-*~
Apr 3, 2020
400
My heart was broken.
 
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agate

Member
Sep 29, 2021
54
Just want to know, if you did cry, what was it about.

Please share your grief without hesitation.
I did. I miss my son (10) . He lives with his father in Sweden (I'm in Florida). I see him about 2x a year for a few weeks. The pain at times is indescribable. But I put on a brave/happy face and I'm most of the time just numb.
 
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orangepotato

orangepotato

Student
Mar 26, 2020
148
No I don't cry any more
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
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