Destruction

[BlankUser]

A punching ball on a stand and a pair of training gloves don't cost much! You could hit that instead of hitting yourself?

Well, OCD thoughts are happening inside my head, it feels like my brain is overheating at times, I want to get rid off these thoughts that's why I hit my head. Stupidly hoping that I could punch these thoughts out of my head. And I do this because I hate my brain and want to punish it for torturing me. Maybe it doesn't make sense to those who haven't experienced it, but it's like that for me.

 

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I could very well imagine these being published in form of a photo book; they are immensely aesthetically pleasing.

 

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MCBs

 

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Laptop

 

[BlankUser]

I thought I learned my lesson, I was able to control myself better, I didn't destroy things for a while, but now I almost feel like a loose cannon again. In the past weeks I've destroyed way too many things and I regret it. Why can't I stop... How to hold myself:(

 

[LONE WOLF.]

Those fingerless gloves with hard knuckles are Great for hitting er thing's with!

 

[BlankUser]

Those fingerless gloves with hard knuckles are Great for hitting er thing's with!

I have them. But when I have a really bad anxiety/OCD episode I don't think straight, there's no time to prepare, I destroy something that's in my sight - it's usually something made of glass, wood, sometimes metal.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

I have them. But when I have a really bad anxiety/OCD episode I don't think straight, there's no time to prepare, I destroy something that's in my sight - it's usually something made of glass, wood, sometimes metal.

I've never met anyone else who has them, which one's do you have? I've got 3 pairs of Camouflage and 2 black pairs, and have just ordered 3 olive pairs! Did you know you can get them in full finger leather as well? Can post picture if you like :-)

 

[BlankUser]

I've never met anyone else who has them, which one's do you have? I've got 3 pairs of Camouflage and 2 black pairs, and have just ordered 3 olive pairs! Did you know you can get them in full finger leather as well? Can post picture if you like :-)

I think I was a bit confused by your post and now that I checked my gloves, I think they're not what you described. I bought fingerless gloves on ebay years ago, and they have extra padding and support on the knuckle area, you can punch a wall and you don't feel direct pain, you just feel the force through your arm. I don't know how to explain it lol. But the knuckle support on those gloves is not strong enough I guess.

 

[Mentalmick]

I've never met anyone else who has them, which one's do you have? I've got 3 pairs of Camouflage and 2 black pairs, and have just ordered 3 olive pairs! Did you know you can get them in full finger leather as well? Can post picture if you like :-)

Sounds like my motorbike gloves:

 

[LONE WOLF.]

I think I was a bit confused by your post and now that I checked my gloves, I think they're not what you described. I bought fingerless gloves on ebay years ago, and they have extra padding and support on the knuckle area, you can punch a wall and you don't feel direct pain, you just feel the force through your arm. I don't know how to explain it lol. But the knuckle support on those gloves is not strong enough I guess.

Do you mean Gloves like these? You could punch through a car's window when wearing either of these gloves especially the Black Leather ones which are also Thermal!

 

[BlankUser]

Do you mean Gloves like these? You could punch through a car's window when wearing either of these gloves especially the Black Leather ones which are also Thermal! View attachment 70685

Oh no, I realized mine are just MMA gloves I wish I had those featured in the pic!

 

[LONE WOLF.]

Nice Gloves Mick :-) What bike did/do you ride? Mine was a Honda CBR250RS in Sapphire Blue with a Silver Stripe on the Tank, it had great pick up through the first 3 gears,was a lovely tourer for a 250cc.

Sounds like my motorbike gloves:
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Oh no, I realized mine are just MMA gloves I wish I had those featured in the pic!

Do you mean like these???

 

[BlankUser]

Nice Gloves Mick :-) What bike did/do you ride? Mine was a Honda CBR250RS in Sapphire Blue with a Silver Stripe on the Tank, it had great pick up through the first 3 gears,was a lovely tourer for a 250cc.


Do you mean like these???View attachment 70686

Very similar in shape/design, but mine have a bit more of extra hard padding/support on the knuckles. I bought them 5 years ago on ebay. Please don't make fun lol, I don't know anything about gloves and I can't share the pic because of my anxiety.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

Very similar in shape/design, but mine have a bit more of extra hard padding/support on the knuckles. I bought them 5 years ago on ebay. Please don't make fun lol, I don't know anything about gloves and I can't share the pic because of my anxiety.

I would never intentionally offend You in anyway @BlankUser because l have Respect for all Females and know l must be Polite and Well Mannered around them! I know the type of Gloves you mean as l used a similar type in the Army gym year's ago!

 

[omoidarui]

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now do that with your mind

 

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I love this dog

 

[LONE WOLF.]

I love this dog

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