No family, no friends, boss who doesn't like me, 1 hostile coworker & 1 "friendly" coworker who fishes for topics that are later spread. Most of the past decade I've been harassed, threatened, gaslighted, victimized & spied on. I have no privacy & I'm nothing but a joke & pariah. I yearn for death. I fantasize about it all the time. I envision head on collisions while I'm driving, the only thing stops me is I don't want to kill others, just myself. I try not to express it anywhere but here, but it's starting to slip out. I can't help it since it's my main focus. Hopefully this means I'm closer to the end.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds like such an unbearable situation to be trapped in, it disgusts me how cruel humans create so much harm in this hellish world. But anyway I wish you the best and I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you search for.
