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sheburnedmedown

Not even the People's champion
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There's a strong desire to be someone else maybe stemming from the deep dissatisfaction from my own life but this sort of thing had always been present ever since I was a child, it just evolved from there. Ever since I was a kid I'd daydream a lot about being a certain way that's exactly how I desire, to my looks, personality, gender, age, interests, life, ethnicity, blood type, quite literally everything you can possibly think of. But when I have to return back to reality and take a deep look at myself and see how nothing about me is the way I want it to be, infact the complete opposite, I feel utterly devastated. There are things I can't change about myself that genuinely drive me insane. It's very depressing and even more since I can't do anything about it.
 
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You have quoted one of my 3 wishes
 
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