Describe yourself

[karmaisabitch]

Before I die I would like to know who I'm chatting with! Just to imagine your picture which we are not allowed to post.

My nick name is Sam. I'm 36 white female but my skin color is bronze tho.. I have a brown curly hair blue eyes and I'm 156 bounds so I consider myself fat.. before I die I'm going to lose weight so I'm starting my diet tomorrow. I'm tall and people used to call me Tommy boy. When my son passed away everything nice about me is gone. I can explain how but right now I don't even care about me in anyway. My family are well known in the community so my suicide definitely going to reach the news. I'm so sorry for my beautiful family I love them so much but they will understand why.

 

[iloverachel]

I would describe myself as a worthless loser

 

[NeedAnEscape]

A formerly idealistic person who loved people with every inch of her heart.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

I am an asshole and a loser. I have many flaws and very few good attributes, but whatever.

 

[karmaisabitch]

I would describe myself as a worthless loser

I'm sure you're not!!

I am an asshole and a loser. I have many flaws and very few good attributes, but whatever.

This so untrue! I'm sure you are not… I do feel like that now

A formerly idealistic person who loved people with every inch of her heart.

You're a beautiful person that's why your heart full of love

 

[Little_Suzy]

Does anyone here look like a celebrity? It's amusing that people consistently refer to me by her name. It's a compliment, though. It's a good celebrity! lol

 

[BardBarrie]

A long-term NEET loser shut-in who has had mental health issues for now nearly 20 years.

Literally a waste of resources, but since euthanasia/assisted dying is illegal here — and all the less traumatic CTB methods are gatekeeped/unavailable — I'm lingering on to try and build up the courage to hang.

I know people don't like NEETs but they're making it harder to CTB so fuck 'em.

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

ugly at heart
shows in the face

 

[karmaisabitch]

Does anyone here look like a celebrity? It's amusing that people consistently refer to me by her name. It's a compliment, though. It's a good celebrity! lol

Celebrity is not better than you don't forget the plastic surgeries and all that fake makeup

ugly at heart
shows in the face

Don't say that! I'm sure you're gorgeous from inside out

A long-term NEET loser shut-in who has had mental health issues for now nearly 20 years.

Literally a waste of resources, but since euthanasia/assisted dying is illegal here — and all the less traumatic CTB methods are gatekeeped/unavailable — I'm lingering on to try and build up the courage to hang.

I know people don't like NEETs but they're making it harder to CTB so fuck 'em.

You're not a loser! Just because a person is not happy doesn't mean anything but " life is not for us"

 

[lizzywizzy09]

Someone who could have had it all but sucks too much at life and fucked everything up.

 

[BardBarrie]

You're not a loser! Just because a person is not happy doesn't mean anything but " life is not for us"

Whilst I appreciate your kind words, I very much do fall in to the "loser" catagory — I don't mind admitting it.

In fairness, a person shouldn't be expected to succesfully adjust to an existence they do not wish to be part of; indeed: "life is not for us." :)

 

[Hotsackage]

Waste basket, im sorry for your loss, and I hope whatever you decide is peaceful

 

[karmaisabitch]

Waste basket, im sorry for your loss, and I hope whatever you decide is peaceful

You're not a waste basket don't say that.. thank you so much I decided to leave this world

 

[fleshgarden]

I'm a 19 year old guy. I'm passionate about many things but it's hard to be passionate when you feel like things are meaningless. I enjoy psychology, teratology, art, and music. I like bright and colorful things and I like to collect toys. I enjoy nostalgic things, like the old web and old internet things. I look weird, I don't look or sound traditionally masculine but it doesn't bother me because I consider myself to be in an unspoken part of the gender spectrum. I have naturally brown hair but I like to bleach my hair. I don't know how to describe my fashion style but it looks adjacent to a sort of a casual goth style. I'm very pale and I have blue eyes. sometimes my face looks disgusting but sometimes it looks nice. I seem odd to most people because I'm autistic. I also like to dress with "toy" things whether its colorful bracelets, star clips in my hair, or bubble wands connected to a chain hooked onto my jeans. it makes me feel much more like myself.. I think I look interesting which makes me a standout in this thread which is a bit embarrassing. I have also suffered a lot of abuse and as a result struggle with a plethora of things. most people don't know I've had years completely evolved around self-harm and eating disorders which upsets me a bit. most people won't really care when I die. I hope you find a perfect way out and peace <3 you sound lovely.

 

[karmaisabitch]

Whilst I appreciate your kind words, I very much do fall in to the "loser" catagory — I don't mind admitting it.

In fairness, a person shouldn't be expected to succesfully adjust to an existence they do not wish to be part of; indeed: "life is not for us." :)

that's what I'm trying to not do, adjust to live with this pain and just continue.. I refuse to live without him he was my life he was my small family when he was gone I was gone too. I just have to make sure this body stops breathing soon

I'm a 19 year old guy. I'm passionate about many things but it's hard to be passionate when you feel like things are meaningless. I enjoy psychology, teratology, art, and music. I like bright and colorful things and I like to collect toys. I enjoy nostalgic things, like the old web and old internet things. I look weird, I don't look or sound traditionally masculine but it doesn't bother me because I consider myself to be in an unspoken part of the gender spectrum. I have naturally brown hair but I like to bleach my hair. I don't know how to describe my fashion style but it looks adjacent to a sort of a casual goth style. I'm very pale and I have blue eyes. sometimes my face looks disgusting but sometimes it looks nice. I seem odd to most people because I'm autistic. I also like to dress with "toy" things whether its colorful bracelets, star clips in my hair, or bubble wands connected to a chain hooked onto my jeans. it makes me feel much more like myself.. I think I look interesting which makes me a standout in this thread which is a bit embarrassing. I have also suffered a lot of abuse and as a result struggle with a plethora of things. most people don't know I've had years completely evolved around self-harm and eating disorders which upsets me a bit. most people won't really care when I die. I hope you find a perfect way out and peace <3 you sound lovely.

So you are 4 years older than my son! Sounds very handsome young man.. I love all the description and being a unique is not embarrassment it's you and you are beautiful! I hope you find a solution and maybe things will turn around in a good way for you!