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ShyTwilight111

ShyTwilight111

New Member
Jun 7, 2025
4
Let's have some fun. How would you like to go if you could snap your fingers and put yourself in that imagined situation?

Would you like to die while sleeping under the stars?

In the Titan Submersible when it imploded?

Have the euthanasia coaster built and take a ride?

Sky's the limit
I would like to die in my bed, cuddling my best friend. I wanna take a nice nap with her and I drift peacefully while she is asleep.
 
yawdrareg

yawdrareg

Live or die. Make your choice.
Jul 27, 2025
30
i'd like to go out listening to music, and have it be peaceful. like i just go to sleep and never wake up. i don't want it to be painful because every other aspect of my life is already full of pain.
 
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Nightfoot

Specialist
Aug 7, 2025
314
At the end of a wonderful meal, instantly, via embolism.
 
angelofbows

angelofbows

I prefer to not feel real.
Nov 29, 2023
28
not an attention seeker, but i want people to know how much they hurt me before i go.

a classic, but i want to hang myself, it just seems so fitting.
 
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eve2004

DEAD YESTERDAY
Aug 17, 2019
591
Someone shooting me up with F right after I had a really solid shot of some A grade acetone washed Peruvian coke. Like the Coke shot should be the kind that it right at the limit of enough and too much, and the F would be like a light switch.

I attempted something similar, but I was angry and going to kill myself right in front of someone on purpose. I got the needle in my arm , smiled at her, and started pushing the plunger. Next thing I remember is waking up in a hospital a couple days later. No pain, no fear. It was literally light switch fast.

If I were calm and just thought about my approach a little, I would have succeeded.
I wanted to go via F. That's actually my ideal death. Didn't manage to score any so I'm relying on SN and MAiD.
 
failedmind

failedmind

Student
Oct 31, 2024
117
I wish I could be held by my mom in the bed and fall asleep and just never wake up. I know this could never happen but I wish. I feel sad knowing I'm going to die alone in my room
 
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doomerguy88

Member
Aug 13, 2025
29
Going to sleep and never waking up would be the most ideal especially in a nice cool/cold room. If not that then maybe some sort of accident that happens so fast I wont have time to realize I'm about to die.
 
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Hope;ess Fear

Member
Aug 11, 2025
28
I lie down in a quiet, shaded area near a waterfall. I can hear the water splashing, thee breeze blowing in the trees. There are no other people. The grass is soft and comfortable not itchy and there are no bugs. I drift off to the sound of the water and never wake up again. I am forgotten and left there, my body decaying into the earth.
 
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TheVanishingPoint

TheVanishingPoint

Experienced
May 20, 2025
234
I think we already have some wonderful methods, such as firearms (top of the line), hangings, jumps from great heights (highly adrenaline-pumping), carbon monoxide, high-speed trains, inert gases, barbiturates, which can be found if you really want them. There's no need to invent anything special.
 
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hmnow

Member
Jul 29, 2025
83
Probably CTB by hanging at the height of orgasmic pleasure.

Probably not enough discussion how death fetishes and CTB come together
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,896
Sitting in the mountains at the bottom of a cliff. A huge boulder falls and instantly pulverizes me.
 
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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

Arcanist
May 17, 2024
426
I would like to explode into the sky and blow up like a firecracker, no pain, just pure adrenaline and a peaceful rush.
 
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starinthesky

starinthesky

twinkling star
Aug 13, 2025
42
I would want someone i hold dear to cuddle and comfort me while i slowly fall asleep, telling me it will all be okay now
 
Vivissa

Vivissa

Member
Jun 9, 2025
47
Sleeping and not awakening anymore. Tomorrow. Death not by my hand. In pease with God
 
Cauliflour

Cauliflour

The masochist who doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
444
Getting stabbed to death by a hot as fuck woman that I have a deep connection to. Also like a double suicide but I don't know how to feel with the thought of ending things off by technically being a murderer. Hanging and stabbing myself at the same time also seems fun but ideally I would want like a girlfriend to do the life ending thing because I'm pathetic like that and want to combine the powers of dopamine in one final fucked up, bloody, sexy, outsider traumatising hurrah.
 
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bloominghopelessne

bloominghopelessne

Member
Aug 9, 2025
29
I don't know, whether to throw myself under a train when I had plans to go somewhere, but finally decided to choose myself instead of other people's concerns; to climb out of a window after an ordinary day, or maybe even after sitting with acquaintances while listening to music I really love; to jump from a bridge into the sea during the fiercest storm, when the sea is raging. The storm is probably an interesting detail, just like the music in my headphones that envelops me and makes me feel free, finally ending my human existence, along with the absence of anxiety brought by careful planning.
 
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popcorn1234

Member
Aug 7, 2022
63
Let's have some fun. How would you like to go if you could snap your fingers and put yourself in that imagined situation?

Would you like to die while sleeping under the stars?

In the Titan Submersible when it imploded?

Have the euthanasia coaster built and take a ride?

Sky's the limit
I would like to die peacefully (euthanasia), with my dad by my side.
 
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WhiteSkinRedBlood

WhiteSkinRedBlood

Member
Aug 17, 2025
11
Gunshot to my head while listening to music. Have notes, send messages, have people understand all that I've went through and care. And then peace. I would be so unbelievably fucking happy if I could die like that.
 
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kopebaldy

Experienced
Jul 5, 2025
251
I mean... ideally? Thanos snap lol, completely erased from existence, nobody has to deal with my body and funeral and whatever.

But realistically? In my sleep tonight.
 
W

wine is fine but

whiskey's quicker
Jul 26, 2025
22
execution style, either
tied to an execution post and killed by firing squad
ex chinese style bullet to the back of the head
forced to breathe in helium/nitrogen or lethal injection

for some reason, i want to know what is going to happen and that the result will be successful
although waiting for it to proceed and then succeed would be horrible, so maybe just snap the fingers and have everything in place
 
SuicideKurt

SuicideKurt

A grain of life in the nonexistence
May 19, 2025
54
Painless auto-injector with Nembutal on some graveyard, early in the morning. I also wish experience some pleasant NDE before death.
 
oatmeal.n

oatmeal.n

ive tried almost everything, nothing worked
Apr 28, 2025
73
Let's have some fun. How would you like to go if you could snap your fingers and put yourself in that imagined situation?

Would you like to die while sleeping under the stars?

In the Titan Submersible when it imploded?

Have the euthanasia coaster built and take a ride?

Sky's the limit
winter morning (3-4am), soft snow drifting along outside, my cat next to me under a warm duvet. i sip a little chamomile tea before i drift to sleep (preferably after having a long chat with old friends & lovers). and to add an extra touch, im a little sleep deprived in order to push me to ctb. thats my ideal ctb!
 
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