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Wolf Girl

Wolf Girl

"This place made me feel worthless"
Jun 12, 2024
651
Let's have some fun. How would you like to go if you could snap your fingers and put yourself in that imagined situation?

Would you like to die while sleeping under the stars?

In the Titan Submersible when it imploded?

Have the euthanasia coaster built and take a ride?

Sky's the limit
 
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Ch4in3dcr0w

Ch4in3dcr0w

The crow of hopelessness and despair
Jun 21, 2025
382
I would love to just lay down in the most comfortable bed with always cold pillows and drift away with music playing in my ears. No preparations just going to sleep while knowing i dont wake up will be enough ;)
Much love 🤗
 
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SuicidalCurryBoy

SuicidalCurryBoy

Suicidal Virgin That The Media Warned About
Aug 22, 2020
156
Lot's of sex with every girl I was ever remote attracted to. And then, silence.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,206
While sleeping in my bed
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,352
My ideal dying would be Me Knowing it will be Guaranteed , painless Quick

Nothing else matters

Death is Non-existence forever which is the ideal state. The problem is while living I can suffer extremely even while dying one can suffer trerribly but thats not Death as u are still alive while "dying".
 
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EgoBrained

EgoBrained

Everyone is sleeping
Sep 25, 2024
72
Spontaneously disperse into rays of light travelling towards the sky like the haibane

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Or If you wanna make the news, hang yourself in the ISS Station; a zero gravity hanging, that would be quite impressive
 
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Freedomm

Freedomm

Student
Aug 2, 2025
183
As stated in the pph, there is nothing better than falling asleep forever in your bed.
 
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PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
554
I would love to just lay down in the most comfortable bed with always cold pillows and drift away with music playing in my ears. No preparations just going to sleep while knowing i dont wake up will be enough ;)
Much love 🤗
I'm stealing this. Will add a cat though, need some snuggling before I die 😌
 
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WrathfulGloom32

WrathfulGloom32

🫠
Oct 12, 2024
1,193
I would like to die by SUPERNOVA
 
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TBONTB

Enlightened
May 31, 2025
1,114
Let's have some fun. How would you like to go if you could snap your fingers and put yourself in that imagined situation?

Would you like to die while sleeping under the stars?

In the Titan Submersible when it imploded?

Have the euthanasia coaster built and take a ride?

Sky's the limit
Lying next to my husband as we peacefully fade out together in a cabana near the beaxh in Hawaii.
Let's have some fun. How would you like to go if you could snap your fingers and put yourself in that imagined situation?

Would you like to die while sleeping under the stars?

In the Titan Submersible when it imploded?

Have the euthanasia coaster built and take a ride?

Sky's the limit
Lying next to my husband as we peacefully fade out together in a cabana near the beach in Hawaii.
 
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endofline2010

endofline2010

Student
Aug 8, 2024
143
Someone shooting me up with F right after I had a really solid shot of some A grade acetone washed Peruvian coke. Like the Coke shot should be the kind that it right at the limit of enough and too much, and the F would be like a light switch.

I attempted something similar, but I was angry and going to kill myself right in front of someone on purpose. I got the needle in my arm , smiled at her, and started pushing the plunger. Next thing I remember is waking up in a hospital a couple days later. No pain, no fear. It was literally light switch fast.

If I were calm and just thought about my approach a little, I would have succeeded.
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
971
Walking down the street, randomly shot in the back of the head.
Accidental crossfire. No planning, no SI, easiest for family to process, no mess at home.
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
800
The ideal would be to drink SN and not experience any discomfort. In the next few minutes, lose consciousness and then die. I will drink it at home, I live alone and no one will bother me
 
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Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,699
Dying after repairing the damage I have caused to my own life; with all of my projects completed and released, and with close friends still in my life. I want to die on a positive note... if that is even possible?
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,393
Seen a thread like this before but probably my answer would be the same which would put me in a Danganronpa like execution and make my parents watch me die as I want them to suffer as much as possible from my death for creating and preventing me from suicide but I also suffer from the death too as I too deserve to suffer from mistakes I have done.
 
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Manfrotto99

Arcanist
Oct 10, 2023
459
Snapped up to heaven on the wings of my sweet angel


Collie GIF
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,282
For me it is a death as peaceful and painless as possible, all I wish for is to peacefully cease existing and never suffer in this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence ever again, in this existence where there's all this unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured non-existence really is the only relief for me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake but of course if it's up to me I'd choose to permanently erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all, I just want to never exist ever again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.
 
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grandmotherboxing

grandmotherboxing

glorp
Jun 22, 2024
44
Six months to a year of terminal cancer so I could see some people in my life at least act nicer towards me (I'm okay with pity if that's what it is) and enough time to reflect and think about things.
 
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33K1LLM3

33K1LLM3

Pretty Girl, Sickness killed her…
Jun 28, 2025
143
In my prettiest outfit, with my hair, skin and nails all done, ambient music in the background, lying on my bed filled with an exerstential amount of comfort, then injected with as much morphine as my body can take, peacefully falling asleep.
 
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cookiencream

cookiencream

Cookies
Jul 26, 2025
232
Wrapped up in my bed watching adventure time before falling asleep and never waking up
 
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DeeDog

DeeDog

Member
Oct 13, 2024
23
Slit wrists in a forest while it's raining. Preferably early in a thunderstorm, they've always made me feel really calm. I'd like to just slowly fall asleep as my wrists throb, the smell of rain filling my nose and mouth, listening to lyrics-less guitar music and the gentle rumble of thunder and rain.

Either that or a huge explosion lol
 
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25jiyuki

25jiyuki

Unrestrained
Feb 25, 2025
50
Laying down underwater, at peace, music I love somehow plays clearly in my ears. Everything in my vision slowly fades away while I'm relaxed and happy, knowing I'll never feel pain again. That's all.
 
xynwbe

xynwbe

New Member
Aug 4, 2025
1
Six months to a year of terminal cancer so I could see some people in my life at least act nicer towards me (I'm okay with pity if that's what it is) and enough time to reflect and think about things.
this but at the end a month before the illness takes I die to a bullet through my brain in front of my parents
 
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crmrc_in

Member
Jul 25, 2025
31
Quick and painless, in a clean and comfortable bed, sure that nothing bad will happen to those I love, and no hassle will come to them because of my death, and knowing I will be remembered as a good man.
 
NeoN0va

NeoN0va

nearing the end
Sep 24, 2024
211
A perfect death for me?
Have my best friend besides me to keep me company and not feel lonely while I lay down on a bed. We have a little talk, remembering all the stuff we've been through, and all of our memories. I'd love to hear her version of our memories, especially that mine are starting to fade. Once we're done talking, i'd want her to just stay with me until I die. Drink SN and don't feel any discomfort. I fall asleep, and don't ever wake up again. No sounds, no pain, nothing for eternity. Just the end.
 
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s00ngone

s00ngone

All you can feel is the weather
Mar 21, 2025
118
I'm surprised no one has said "blinking out of existence" yet.
 
Fall_Apart

Fall_Apart

Student
May 22, 2023
160
If I had the courage, my ideal death would be to completely soak myself in gasoline and set myself alight, because for me fire represents the destruction of everything, a process that leads me to purification and to ashes at the same time, disappearing forever.
 
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eve2004

DEAD YESTERDAY
Aug 17, 2019
592
It won't be long before you can fill out some paperwork in Canada (if you're a citizen) and pick a date. I have no next of kin so when the time is good, that's probably what I will do. I was holding on to SN but given the "advancements" in "deathcare", I am sure I won't even need it.
 
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memento-mori

memento-mori

😴
Jul 1, 2025
379
It won't be long before you can fill out some paperwork in Canada (if you're a citizen) and pick a date. I have no next of kin so when the time is good, that's probably what I will do. I was holding on to SN but given the "advancements" in "deathcare", I am sure I won't even need it.
i hope so. my ideal death would be the euthanasia coaster or the sarco pod. make a comfy bed inside. gradually release the nitrogen gas, displacing the oxygen while i'm asleep.
 
Celerity

Celerity

Visionary
Jan 24, 2021
2,851
Boring but asleep in my own bed sounds like the ideal way. I could also go for a really nice hotel room. Maybe I'm on a trip to somewhere super interesting and go to sleep with big plans for a fun day, then just drift away before I can be disappointed by life again. Or maybe not.

I just wish I could go to sleep full of genuine hope, happy even, and then just not wake up.
 

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