depression is severely debilitating at this point

[arcadia]

i think i've reached a new freshold for how crippling this is on my day to day life. i now cannot remember much at all, and as a result my ability to articulate myself fluently has gotten much worse. i cant keep up with basic hygiene and i feel a constant sense of despair. i don't want to hold out and deal with this any longer, i just want to go already. all i think about is dying and how nice itd be. i have access to my bank account again for sn, do you guys know if there are any otc antiemetics i can purchase in britain?

 

[Darkover]

i've dealt with severe depression before knowing that we are nothing forever when you just want to live, the pain it causes is unbearable crippling depression, lucky for me i had a creative outlet in programming got me threw some dark years, i've learn to accept the inevitable fate of life and now embrace it may i rest in peace for all time

 

[Pee Boy]

I am rotting in my room as well, most of my time is spent like a coma patient, not eating, not hydrating, worst of all destroying my teeth further by not brushing. It's an awful way of living, literally torture.

Hopefully you can find what you are looking for Lain and find an easy way out of this Demiurge created hell-hole

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly can be beyond awful feeling trapped in a situation of endless torture. Of course at least to me just being in this world makes the thought of no longer existing sound so incredibly appealing so I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[Chronicillness]

Been in that state for 15 years now. The worst side effect of extreme treatment resistant anhedonic depression is that procuring any form of peaceful suicide method becomes tedious and overly complicated, even when it objectively isn't. Zero motivation. I can only function as a vegetable that lays in bed all day

 

[Tartuffe]

i think i've reached a new freshold for how crippling this is on my day to day life. i now cannot remember much at all, and as a result my ability to articulate myself fluently has gotten much worse. i cant keep up with basic hygiene and i feel a constant sense of despair. i don't want to hold out and deal with this any longer, i just want to go already. all i think about is dying and how nice itd be. i have access to my bank account again for sn, do you guys know if there are any otc antiemetics i can purchase in britain?

there's something over the counter you can get from boots, just say it's for a migraine and you've been recommended it. You'll be asked by the pharmacist. If they say no try another place. It's called Buccastem, it's just something to stop the feeling of vomiting, harmless enough on its own.

 

[Dida]

I'm the same way. I have 0 ambition, can't take care of myself, don't have the energy to speak or move.

 

[outrider567]

i think i've reached a new freshold for how crippling this is on my day to day life. i now cannot remember much at all, and as a result my ability to articulate myself fluently has gotten much worse. i cant keep up with basic hygiene and i feel a constant sense of despair. i don't want to hold out and deal with this any longer, i just want to go already. all i think about is dying and how nice itd be. i have access to my bank account again for sn, do you guys know if there are any otc antiemetics i can purchase in britain?

'A constant sense of despair' I can relate