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Elementalist
Jul 26, 2020
801
Judas Pries - Beyond the Realms of Death
Megadeth - This was my life
Amon Amarth - Doom over dead man
Warren Zevon - Things to do in denver when you're dead
Louden Wainright III - suicide song
 
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Worthless_nobody

Enlightened
Feb 14, 2019
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Alice in Chains has some very depressing songs (they are my favorite band of all time)
Nutshell
Frogs
Am I Inside
Down in a Hole
Died
Rotten Apple will be the last song I listen to before I ctb
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
2,321
Alice in Chains has some very depressing songs (they are my favorite band of all time)
Nutshell
Frogs
Am I Inside
Down in a Hole
Died
Rotten Apple will be the last song I listen to before I ctb
I love Alice in Chains. The unplugged versions are so much better. My fav song is Rooster.
 
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May 21, 2020
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Everything I Wanted by Billie Eilish
I never "got" her music til I actually listened to that song's lyrics, now it's one of my top ctb songs.

I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
Not what you'd think
And if I'm being honest, it might've been a nightmare
To anyone who might care

Thought I could fly
So I stepped off the Golden
Nobody cried
Nobody even noticed
I saw them standing right there
Kinda thought they might care

I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up, I see you with me

And you say,
As long as I am here
No one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here
But you can learn to
If I could change
The way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
They don't deserve you

I tried to scream
But my head was underwater
They called me weak
Like I'm not just somebody's daughter
It coulda been a nightmare
But it felt like they were right there
And it feels like yesterday was a year ago
But I don't wanna let anybody know
'Cause everybody wants something from me now
And I don't wanna let 'em down

I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up, I see you with me

And you say,
As long as I am here
No one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here
But you can learn to
If I could change
The way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
They don't deserve you

If I knew it all then would I do it again, would I do it again
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
What would they say instead
If I knew it all then would I do it again, would I do it again
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
What would they say instead
 
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InaccessibleHour

Student
Sep 1, 2018
143


One of the best suicide songs, if you ask me.
 
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Enlightened
Jun 4, 2020
1,422

For whatever reason, I don't have the option to Like this. I LOVE THIS SONG! He wrote it as a lullaby to his son. It makes me cry almost every time I hear it. Good choice! :heart:
 
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soulreaper

Member
Jun 4, 2020
53
This may sound kind of messed up, but I like to listen to songs that make me feel sad and hate myself. Does anyone have any song suggestions?

PM me if you want me to send you a link to my playlist for crying


This is one of the most beautiful songs ever.... Absolute feels







 
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Thinking

Specialist
Jul 9, 2020
310
@soulreaper the first song is beautiful. I might use it for some choreography/ improv at some point. And the last song you sent is chilling and perfect. It is pretty much exactly what I'm going through rn. Thank you for these suggestions
 
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rt1989526

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Aug 2, 2020
935
Nirvana and Alice in Chains. Those bands mean everything to me.
 
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soulreaper

Member
Jun 4, 2020
53

Just remembered the perfect song for death.... Can't believe I almost forgot about it....

Vnv nation - further



At the end of days, at the end of time
When the sun burns out will any of this matter?
Who will be there to remember who we were?
Who will be there to know that any of this had meaning for us?
And in retrospect I'll say we've done no wrong
Who are we to judge what's right and what has purpose for us?
With designs upon ourselves to do no wrong,
Running wild unaware of what might come of us
The sun was born and so it shall die
So only shadows comfort me
I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me
Each day shall end as it begins
And though you're far away from me
I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me
The sun was born and so it shall die
So only shadows comfort me
I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me
 
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IamTristero

Everything is broken
Aug 4, 2020
8
Radiohead - Last flowers

MGMT - When you die (Is not that depressive but it show's some of the feelings of the suicidal thought)
 
ravergirl

ravergirl

Death becomes her
Jul 22, 2020
294
Gloomy Sunday - Billie Holiday
Hurt - Nine Inch Nails or Johnny Cash
The end of the world - skeeter davis

"Gloomy Sunday" was also known as "The Hungarian Suicide Song" when it first came out. There are many, many good covers of it. I'd love to spend a gloomy Sunday listening to "Gloomy Sunday".


Just remembered the perfect song for death.... Can't believe I almost forgot about it....

Vnv nation - further

Yes, yes, yes! I fucking love VNV. Some of the most emotional electronic music there is.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
Alice in Chains has some very depressing songs (they are my favorite band of all time)
Nutshell
Frogs
Am I Inside
Down in a Hole
Died
Rotten Apple will be the last song I listen to before I ctb
This version of Rooster. Can't stop listening. Layne had an amazing voice. And that acoustic bass kicks asses.

 
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Worthless_nobody

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Feb 14, 2019
1,384
This version of Rooster. Can't stop listening. Layne had an amazing voice. And that acoustic bass kicks asses.


It is amazing. Layne was so talented. I am so sad I'll never get to do one of the biggest things on by bucket list before ctb which would be see AIC with Layne in concert. Sadly when he passed I was still young...I discovered the band later and I'm heartbroken I'll never see him in concert. May he rip
 
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Elementalist
Jul 26, 2020
801
Dirt came out right when I was the lowest I could be without ctb. The song "Dirt" was super appropriate and the timing of it coming out was errie. Interestingly that song got almost no airplay? :heh:
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
2,321
This is another one. Also by AiC. Damn, this guy was severely depressed. And his girlfriend died months after this concert which made him worse. I read he overdosed by cocaine+heroine (speedball). Probably he had intention of killing himself. I don't really know.


Dirt came out right when I was the lowest I could be without ctb. The song "Dirt" was super appropriate and the timing of it coming out was errie. Interestingly that song got almost no airplay? :heh:
Dirt is great. But the last album with Layne is the best for me. Too many great songs there.
 
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Amumu

Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
2,623
Scar Tissue - Red Hot Chili Peppers
I think I've put it in another thread
 
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Ghostly

Student
Nov 21, 2020
148
Slowdive- Altogether

Slowdive- Machine gun

xo_willow- beta

Austere- this dreadful emptiness
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Certainly this one, which I love! (I highly recommend this anime, Lain)

 

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