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Sad_Autistic_boy_101

Sad_Autistic_boy_101

When I die, you'll love me.
Nov 19, 2019
458
I totally feel this way. This site gives me hope with exiting this world, once this goes i'm back to being on my own surrounded by my thoughts. I guess it;s also hard as well because I also get attached to people who are of course looking to CTB and so it's hard losing them as well and so I feel lost.
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
I go through phases where I post religiously for months then disappear for an equal amount of time. When I'm posting here though, I'm checking the forum all day, constantly. It does become addictive, talking and thinking about suicide in itself is addictive.
 
disconnection

disconnection

It's the blue hour again
Apr 24, 2020
312
Yup I've been on all the time since joining. It is really comforting to not feel so alone.
 

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