Dependent on This Site

[Sad_Autistic_boy_101]

I totally feel this way. This site gives me hope with exiting this world, once this goes i'm back to being on my own surrounded by my thoughts. I guess it;s also hard as well because I also get attached to people who are of course looking to CTB and so it's hard losing them as well and so I feel lost.

 

[BPD Barbie]

I go through phases where I post religiously for months then disappear for an equal amount of time. When I'm posting here though, I'm checking the forum all day, constantly. It does become addictive, talking and thinking about suicide in itself is addictive.

 

[disconnection]

Yup I've been on all the time since joining. It is really comforting to not feel so alone.