windingdown

windingdown

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
367
id love to be able to just take 1 pill and be gone all this anti emetics n drinks etc it isnt exactly easy ,give you too much time to think and keep putting it off because its a daunting thought with all of the palavers you have to do prior .
as i said 1 pill would be heaven sent
Agh, exactly. I have it all timed out, and can only imagine the gymnastics my stomach will be doing as I wait for each step. 40 minutes left... now 30...

And yes that 200ml Nembutal! Even though it's probably the most peaceful method, I'd be feeling mighty uneasy looking ahead to drinking that down.

I wish we could still have Rx barbiturate pills : (
 
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Dog Food

Dog Food

POS
Mar 27, 2018
143
I've decided on April 1st next year. By that time, I'll be done with classes, and probably living back at home with my parents. Besides, it's April Fool's Day in America, which seems fitting, given my life is a joke.

I hope I'll have the courage to actually do it, and not end up with brain damage or be hospitalized like in my other attempt.
 
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DeathBecomesMe

DeathBecomesMe

Student
Sep 9, 2018
143
also have to drink 200mls of something apparently disgusting ,so theres the worry as to whether you can consume it all or not .it definately isnt easy to contemplate .
would be great if it was something you could just do on impulse quick .
whoever cones up with the 1 death pill will be rich lol
Well actually there is, 1x 80mg oxycodone could kill, and peacefully too. Take another 80mg or a few more, and a blissful death becomes a certainty. Of course a person could take 10x 20mg pills if the 80s are hard to come by. Nevermind potentiating with alcohol. And yes the manufacturers, Purdue Pharma, make billions off of their oxy alone.
 
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IronicFail

Member
Sep 27, 2018
62
Personally, I haven't. I've decided that it will be in the next 4 to 5 months. But I've certain months I won't do it in.
 
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