Decided I cannot do this

[lymbo]

I snapped out of it. I'm only 24, I have my whole life ahead of me, I have to use my life to help others. I know there is more to this game of life. My mother is becoming my main caretaker and quitting her job in order to help me out of this. The power of a mother's love is something I cannot take advantage anymore. I will make it through this. It's going to be hell, but holding the Nembutal in my hands made me crumble to my knees. I never want to feel that way again, I hope all of you that have solvable problems like me can see it in yourself to rekindle your dreams and passion for life. My problems are completely solvable and my fault, I must persevere. I'm stopping running away from my problems and going to therapy and taking the medication and resolving my debt and legal issues. I made this mess now I have to clean it up.

how the hell u got N, ;s crazy expencyve

 

[nonamegirl]

how the hell u got N, ;s crazy expencyve

expensive? To me it's quite cheap and I have a very low income, but i'd easily pay 10x the price for something that provides a peaceful death. I'm happy that it's not THAT expensive though, cause that would mean some people would really struggle to find the money for it.

 

[lymbo]

where u from?

 

[starleaf]

this is amazing, I am so proud of you! wishing you so much luck in your future <3