Oh dear God. You do not want to die this way. My previous coworkers ( I'm a critical care nurse, not working at the moment) have filled me in on what they have gone through as well as their patients. When covid affects your lungs, you slowly suffocate. It's horrendous. Not a lot you can do about it except give some steroids and try different breathing treatments and vent settings. Then there's the fact that it can cause multiple blood clots anywhere in your body. Your lungs, heart, brain, arms and legs. This can lead to heart attacks, strokes, more breathing problems, and amputation of your arms and legs. And all of this is just part of what can happen. Please don't intentionally expose yourself to Covid. I have taken care of just about every kind of disease and disorder out there. And this shit scares me more than anything I've ever come across,