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GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
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My sodium nitrite made it to customs 4 days ago come to find out and this morning I cosigned for it. I dont know if this means yet that im in the clear, but fingers are crossed. For anyone reading: how long did yours take to make it through customs? I'm in the U.S btw.
Edit: it says that "the description provided is insufficient to classify commodity" but when i try to update my info on the FedEx page it doesnt let me enter my email. I have already cosigned(which i used to pay and order the sn) maybe thats why? Ill probably be feeling antsy until I see the package has been cleared. Fingers crossed.
 
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GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
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Here's an update! A positive(?) one! Today, my SN cleared customs (the fools) and is now on the way! When I recieve my package I'll inspect it and check that there is not cbp tape. Just in case. I bought like a whole kilo so im gonna obtain two Teflon bottles, one to hold the kilo, another to hold like, say 50 grams. I'll label each bottle and make it a point when I ctb to make them very visible so when im found the authorities can take me and the danger from my house. I dont want my family handling the SN. So, while nothing is over yet, since my package cleared customs, im thinkng itll be here very soon and im confident of this.
I will test my stuff for sure. I get paid soon and will buy all the material I need probably tomorrow or the day after.
 
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GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
130
Hey all! This will be the last update on this thread as I have finally received my sn. It cleared customs. I want to rely some information for others here. Ive learned that my package, which was supposed to be delivered by FedEx was actually delivered by usps for some odd reason for that reason ive had the wrong dang tracking #. Or at least, the original wasn't necessary because that one was for a fedex label that wasnt picked up and this one had a label with a different fedex # entirely. So i was very frustrated thinking my package wasn't moving yet it was. Just wanna share that in case someone in the us tries to aquire and has a similar scenario where they cant track anything past the point of reaching customs. It could still be on the way. Anyhow. Im super happy mine came and its a big relief to me. Now I have access to two methods and ill be testing my sn of course. I wont post any of that as im not interested in doing so.
 
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GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
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Actually, that previous update wont be last lol. I finally transferred my sn from the vacuum sealed bag it annoyingly came in. I just feel, so, anxious? I guess its just kind of crazy having the sn literally in my home, in my possession. I have it... heh.. I sort of been thinking tonight about how I could just, take the sn and the meto I have now and make my exit, even if it would suck due to not having benzodiazipines but Im thinking I might could get a doctor to give it to me. Maybe its easier than the meto.
 
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