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suicidalcat

suicidalcat

Sillykitty
Jun 15, 2023
22
I've never tried to ctb before, but I've been super depressed lately and am having so many thoughts of js ending it. I honestly am losing interest in everyone and everything I loved and am starting not to even care anymore. Nobody understands what I'm feeling and my life has already been hard enough. I'm honestly thinking about ctb a lot but I'm more scared of the pain
 
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Dot

Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
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Do u wnt 2 tlk abt wht mkes u feel lke this
 
Exiled

Exiled

I gave so many signs
Jun 17, 2023
311
Hi there. I am so sorry you've been feeling so low. I completely understand the feeling of relief that comes with thinking of CTB. I also feel like I am slowly losing everything that has made me me, and that there really isn't a point anymore. I'm here if you need a friend to talk to about anything.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm sorry what you have to go through. I can relate to your situation being super depressed, never ending thoughts about CTB and losing interest in everything with seemingly no way out. It's natural to be scared of possible pain. Sometimes or often it helps already to talk about it with other people who share same experiences and go through similar life situations. When you have a few more posts your chat function will be activated and you can start private chats with other members. I hope you can find peace. I wish you all the best!
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,535
Existing here certainly is so dreadful and tiring, so of course it's really understandable just wishing to be free from everything, I've also never properly attempted but what would scare me is an suicide attempt failing, I hate how it's so difficult to die in this hellish world. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
suicidalcat

suicidalcat

Sillykitty
Jun 15, 2023
22
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Hi there. I am so sorry you've been feeling so low. I completely understand the feeling of relief that comes with thinking of CTB. I also feel like I am slowly losing everything that has made me me, and that there really isn't a point anymore. I'm here if you need a friend to talk to about anything
Thanks I really appreciate the support
 

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