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mordumfan

mordumfan

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Aug 12, 2025
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I have a plan set up for tonight, im going to wait until 1:00am, walk to the woods, and hang myself there. Pretty basic plan— I took a photo of the tree, it's taller in real life.

Today I took the rope out of its packaging, and I was pretty shocked to see it already came in a slipknot. I've seen some people say that nooses are better than slipknots so I'll be doing a noose. I have a 8mm x 15m rope, I know the thickness is not ideal but Thats all I have right now and I pretty much can only do it today.

PLEASE give me any information I need to know or suggestions or even different knots, ive already read most of the large threads for hanging however I want to make sure I don't fuck up in any way and knowing me it's likely to happen. Help would be very appreciated :)
 

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Use a bowline knot for the anchor point and for the noose you can use noose knot with stopper knot or a poachers knot. Place the noose above your adamsapple and the knot of the noose on the back side of your neck in the middle. Step down slowly and not by jumping from whatever you stay on.
One good advice: before stepping off try to already compress your carotid arteries by pressing your body to create force on the neck so that actually while still not hanging fully you're nearly unconscious if you now stepp off you have minimized the pain of full hanging as much as possible
 
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Aug 12, 2025
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Use a bowline knot for the anchor point and for the noose you can use noose knot with stopper knot or a poachers knot. Place the noose above your adamsapple and the knot of the noose on the back side of your neck in the middle. Step down slowly and not by jumping from whatever you stay on.
One good advice: before stepping off try to already compress your carotid arteries by pressing your body to create force on the neck so that actually while still not hanging fully you're nearly unconscious if you now stepp off you have minimized the pain of full hanging as much as possible
Thank you very much for this!! <3
 
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sending love, hope to join you soon
 
Terrible_Life

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Thank you very much for this!! <3
You're welcome. I'm sorry that everything brought you to this point where you wanna leave.
I wish you a painless attempt and hope you get get your freedom.

Ps.: I mean while you are staying on the ladder or chair etc and you have tightened the noose on your neck that then you should press the body down that will be like partial hanging and your carotid will be compressed with much less weight than your full body weight and then when you get near unconsciousness step off the ladder or chair etc. i will do it the same way.
 

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