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Zerin

Zerin

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Mar 30, 2024
26
Hello, tonight if I am alone in my house it will be my ctb. I have suffered many years of depression, loneliness, anxiety and BPD, I suffered abandonment from a very early age and that greatly affected my mental health, I suffered many things that perhaps I did not deserve, but everything What my ex hurt me has been something without return, that he has hurt me so much and now I only spend time with his ex again, about whom he always spoke wonderful things and who always shopped with me, telling me that he was better at everything, he boasted about it. in networks and I hid from myself, I simply cannot with this pain, I continued living to protect someone I loved very much but I can't anymore I don't want to continue suffering I'm sorry for being so selfish but I just want to feel that peace
 
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Feux

Feux

Member
Jul 7, 2023
52
Hey, I'm sorry for all the things that happened to you and that it ultimately came to this. It's okay that you finally want to be at peace. I hope you'll soon no longer be in pain…
 
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silence ends

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Jan 10, 2023
121
Wish you find peace one way or another.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,191
It sounds like you've suffered a lot, I hope that you find the peace you search for.
 
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Zerin

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Mar 30, 2024
26
Hey, I'm sorry for all the things that happened to you and that it ultimately came to this. It's okay that you finally want to be at peace. I hope you'll soon no longer be in pain…
Thank you, I really don't want to die and I wish I could be with this girl but I don't have the money or the courage to continue with the pain I feel.
 
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Feux

Feux

Member
Jul 7, 2023
52
Thank you, I really don't want to die and I wish I could be with this girl but I don't have the money or the courage to continue with the pain I feel.
I can sympathize, it's understandable. Best of luck with everything.
 
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88124540

Member
Jun 7, 2021
14
Thank you, I really don't want to die and I wish I could be with this girl but I don't have the money or the courage to continue with the pain I feel.
as another person with BPD, I really feel this. I promise you are so much more than your relationship with her, I wish you peace and happinessā™”
 
Zerin

Zerin

Member
Mar 30, 2024
26
as another person with BPD, I really feel this. I promise you are so much more than your relationship with her, I wish you peace and happinessā™”
Maybe I will continue living only for this girl that I must protect, although I just want to stop suffering. I think that dying while waiting for things from me would be very selfish.
I can sympathize, it's understandable. Best of luck with everything.
Supongo que hablas espaƱol por tu nombre,no? me gustaria hablar si asi lo queres tenes mi discord zerin0618
 
Dliena

Dliena

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Dec 22, 2023
1,888
Hoping your suffering ends soon from anymore cruel to never happen again for you forever and wishing you luck.ā¤ļø
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
9,598
Everyone deserves peace, in living, and in dying. I hope you find the way to yours.
 

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