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ultraviolencee

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hey all. been on here for a week or so. loads of helpful info!!!

currently am 21 , have wanted to do this since i was 10 years old.

today i went and purchased a handgun, chambered in .45 ACP. should get the job done. any extra tips i should know? i plan to shoot through the mouth angled upwards & hopefully hit my brain stem instantly.
 
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ultraviolencee said:
hey all. been on here for a week or so. loads of helpful info!!!

currently am 21 , have wanted to do this since i was 10 years old.

today i went and purchased a handgun, chambered in .45 ACP. should get the job done. any extra tips i should know? i plan to shoot through the mouth angled upwards & hopefully hit my brain stem instantly.
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It's not necessary totally but people can wrap the part of the barrel that they are going to be putting into their mouth with a washcloth, that way one can sort of bite down on it to keep it in place when they pull the trigger, biting plain steel is not as ideal in terms of last second comfort. After they get it angled, bite a bit to help hold it in place. A light cotton washcloth will not interfere whatsoever with the trajectory of the bullet.
 
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Aprilfarewell4 said:
It's not necessary totally but people can wrap the part of the barrel that they are going to be putting into their mouth with a washcloth, that way one can sort of bite down on it to keep it in place when they pull the trigger, biting plain steel is not as ideal in terms of last second comfort. After they get it get it angled, bite a bit to help hold it in place. A light cotton washcloth will not interfere whatsoever with the trajectory the bullet.
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you are the goat, never thought of that. Thank you!!
 
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How are you feeling? Do you feel totally at peace with your decision?
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man i've been at peace with it for years, 100%

finally relieved to have the opportunity to do it by my own terms
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It's what I'm doing. That's why I offer the idea. It helps.
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yo do u think this will fuck with the slide though? possibly make it jam? i'm using a 1911
 
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ultraviolencee said:
man i've been at peace with it for years, 100%

finally relieved to have the opportunity to do it by my own terms

yo do u think this will fuck with the slide though? possibly make it jam? i'm using a 1911
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No it won't mess with that. The bullet will be out before it would even have a chance to grab the cloth and pull it back
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No it won't mess with that. The bullet will be out before it would even have a chance to grab the cloth and pull it back
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A person would just rack the slide, to have one round chambered, drape it with the washcloth, then put it in their mouth, pull the trigger and done. You're welcome to message me, although I I can't promise that I will even be available since it's my time.
 
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Aprilfarewell4 said:
No it won't mess with that. The bullet will be out before it would even have a chance to grab the cloth and pull it back

A person would just rack the slide, to have one round chambered, drape it with the washcloth, then put it in their mouth, pull the trigger and done. You're welcome to message me, although I I can't promise that I will even be available since it's my time.
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see you on the other side, friend 🫡
ultraviolencee said:
hey all. been on here for a week or so. loads of helpful info!!!

currently am 21 , have wanted to do this since i was 10 years old.

today i went and purchased a handgun, chambered in .45 ACP. should get the job done. any extra tips i should know? i plan to shoot through the mouth angled upwards & hopefully hit my brain stem instantly.
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thank you everyone for the kind words it genuinely means a lot!!!!!
 
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ultraviolencee said:
hey all. been on here for a week or so. loads of helpful info!!!

currently am 21 , have wanted to do this since i was 10 years old.

today i went and purchased a handgun, chambered in .45 ACP. should get the job done. any extra tips i should know? i plan to shoot through the mouth angled upwards & hopefully hit my brain stem instantly.
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anyone on here willing to chat i'm a bit nervous about doing it ,,, anyone would like to call ???
 
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