CTB tonight.

[oldbold59]

Tonight I'll try partial. If don't suceed, the other option is jump from a 5th floor. Any tips for the partial? I'll use a bathrobe belt, a snuggle knot and a slip knot. Not much afraid of die, but very afraid of a failure.

 

[Holu]

I'm unfamiliar with the method you're referring to, but hopefully someone will be. Maybe throw up a second forum post requesting advice for it in the title, might draw more experienced attention.

Regardless, I hope that it goes well and works. Jumping is often a messy case, and honestly a 5 floor fall is scarily survivable. You don't want to fail either method, so if neither end up looking fullproof please consider a different option. Plenty of guides and choices on this forum, so browse to your hearts content(or malcontent lmao).

I hope it goes well. I'm sorry for whatever pain you have and are going through. This world is more than a bitch, and the suffering caused in this world is nothing but abhorrent. Go quickly and painlessly, you deserve it <3. If you're gone by tomorrow or whenever you decide then farewell soldier. May there be peace at long last.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the freedom you search for, there is a megathread on this method but I've never attempted the hanging method as I would fear it failing, to me it's so horrible how suicide methods can potentially go wrong but anyway best wishes.

 

[OnceThougtTwiceDone]

I'm unfamiliar with the method you're referring to, but hopefully someone will be. Maybe throw up a second forum post requesting advice for it in the title, might draw more experienced attention.

Regardless, I hope that it goes well and works. Jumping is often a messy case, and honestly a 5 floor fall is scarily survivable. You don't want to fail either method, so if neither end up looking fullproof please consider a different option. Plenty of guides and choices on this forum, so browse to your hearts content(or malcontent lmao).

I hope it goes well. I'm sorry for whatever pain you have and are going through. This world is more than a bitch, and the suffering caused in this world is nothing but abhorrent. Go quickly and painlessly, you deserve it <3. If you're gone by tomorrow or whenever you decide then farewell soldier. May there be peace at long last.

It's a form of hanging

 

[Holu]

It's a form of hanging

Ya I searched it after. Thank you for the response anyways. I be mad stupid sometimes

 

[EmmaD]

Tonight I'll try partial. If don't suceed, the other option is jump from a 5th floor. Any tips for the partial? I'll use a bathrobe belt, a snuggle knot and a slip knot. Not much afraid of die, but very afraid of a failure.

This is only my opinion, but if you've only just thought about doing partial, and haven't researched it thoroughly, I don't know if you should be doing it. You're right to be afraid of failing, brain damage etc. There's so much info on here, do research before thinking of doing this.

 

[oldbold59]

I hope you find the freedom you search for, there is a megathread on this method but I've never attempted the hanging method as I would fear it failing, to me it's so horrible how suicide methods can potentially go wrong but anyway best wishes.

I spend the last week doing a close reading of the megathread and a lot of posts about partial hanging. As I said, I'm very afraid of faillure, but must try.
I used to be afraid of die. Now just of survive. Funny.

Tonight I'll try partial. If don't suceed, the other option is jump from a 5th floor. Any tips for the partial? I'll use a bathrobe belt, a snuggle knot and a slip knot. Not much afraid of die, but very afraid of a failure.

I used to be afraid of die. Now just of survive. Funny.

 

[dyn00ss]

I spend the last week doing a close reading of the megathread and a lot of posts about partial hanging. As I said, I'm very afraid of faillure, but must try.
I used to be afraid of die. Now just of survive. Funny.

I used to be afraid of die. Now just of survive. Funny.

Good luck with your choice of method, I wish you a lot of peace, and may you have the most peaceful death, hugs <3

 

[oldbold59]

Good luck with your choice of method, I wish you a lot of peace, and may you have the most peaceful death, hugs <3

Good luck with your choice of method, I wish you a lot of peace, and may you have the most peaceful death, hugs <3

Two ligatures: a bathrobe belt and a thin rope similar to shoelaces. The belt is more reliable, I supose.

 

[warriorofeld]

If you're afraid of failure why use anything other than a ropeto hit the carotid more effectively? Ik robin Williams and chester Bennington chris cornell didn't use rope to ctb. Ph was my primary until I got sn now its my backup incase ccs is bullshit. Actually picking up nylon 10 mm rope tomorrow from hardware store. Hope it works for you regardless.

 

[oldbold59]

I simply don''t have money to buy a rope. Don't have money enough to eat too. Tomorrow the landlord will take the apartment. So, today I die. So I hope.

 

[Letgo]

I hope you find peace. You are being thought of.

 

[oldbold59]

I hope you find peace. You are being thought of.

You're very nice. People here are just like friends now.

 

[Gonnerr]

I hope you have a peaceful escape.

 

[monstercatering]

I'm also CTB by partial tonight. Do you have anything to overcome SI or are you confident in carrying it out(that's the biggest problem with partial for most people)? Hopefully we both have luck.

 

[oldbold59]

I'm also CTB by partial tonight. Do you have anything to overcome SI or are you confident in carrying it out(that's the biggest problem with partial for most people)? Hopefully we both have luck.

Not exactly a plan, but I certanlly have more fear of jumping than of hanging. Fear of what can go wrong. I hope this overcome the SI.

I'm also CTB by partial tonight. Do you have anything to overcome SI or are you confident in carrying it out(that's the biggest problem with partial for most people)? Hopefully we both have luck.

The slip knot. Very simple but can work.

I'm also CTB by partial tonight. Do you have anything to overcome SI or are you confident in carrying it out(that's the biggest problem with partial for most people)? Hopefully we both have luck.

I hope we to find peace tonight.

Not exactly a plan, but I certanlly have more fear of jumping than of hanging. Fear of what can go wrong. I hope this overcome the SI.

The slip knot. Very simple but can work.

I hope we to find peace tonight.

We two.

 

[warriorofeld]

In my go bag i keep with me at all times has my rope and some alcohol for courage about the only thing I can think of to overcome si more easily..

 

[oldbold59]

Not exactly a plan, but I certanlly have more fear of jumping than of hanging. Fear of what can go wrong. I hope this overcome the SI.

The slip knot. Very simple but can work. View attachment 109489

I hope we to find peace tonight.

We two.
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Tips, sugestions, opinions? Annyone who have tried partial yet? I"m doing something wrong?

 

[Dead Meat]

Wishing you peace and tranquility you Beautiful Soul

 

[oldbold59]

In my go bag i keep with me at all times has my rope and some alcohol for courage about the only thing I can think of to overcome si more easily..

Yesterday a friend pay me a beer. I wish I was drunk now.
Advices? Recomendations? Opinions? Am I doing everything right? Good chance of suceed? Any expert in partial in the house?

 

[warriorofeld]

Yesterday a friend pay me a beer. I wish I was drunk now.
Advices? Recomendations? Opinions? Am I doing everything right? Good chance of suceed? Any expert in partial in the house?

All i can say is I've put my time into finding my carotid sweet spot as well as a couple practice runs following some of the posts on the resources for partial and I was using a rope. I got dizzy and light headed blackened vision no pressure buildup or hard breathing and my legs started to shake I assume before blackout and I backed out. Not my first choice but ik if sn fails me then this will work either ph or full.. If I do this option I'm gonna drink the bottle of liquor have the setup ready already and take the plunge using the sitting postion with butt off the ground and feet tied or full feet off the ground.

 

[oldbold59]

I can feel the the carotids with my fingers. If I can find the spot with the belt in my neck, I'm free.
Not afraid. Very strange.

 

[leavingsoon99]

I don't know anything about hanging. If you do go through with it, I wish you a peaceful transition and an eternity of rest... if not a more beautiful life than this.

 

[warriorofeld]

Hope it goes well on your transition

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I hope you find the peace you seek.

 

[Unknown21]

I'm also CTB by partial tonight. Do you have anything to overcome SI or are you confident in carrying it out(that's the biggest problem with partial for most people)? Hopefully we both have luck.

What does "SI" mean, please?

 

[oldbold59]

Till now no one said my method is impossible or silly. With a little bit of lucky I have a chance! But I am still open to hear opinions.

What does "SI" mean, please?

Survival Instinct.
Wait till 4 a.m. Neighbours sleeping. Even if they hear something strange, they don't go out of their beds. I'm totally alone in my apartament. The landlord will came at 11 a.m. The door is closed. He'll think I'm not at home. Maybe they only call the cops monday...

 

[warriorofeld]

Me personally I wouldn't risk it with flimsy material because there will be jerking and flailing especially after you're unconscious and not breathing. I'm a bigger guy so i worry about it ripping or coming undone somehow ultimately failing the attempt. I suggest reading some of the hanging resource threads or find a video or two of someone hanging and you'll see what I'm talking about.

 

[oldbold59]

Yeah, I understand. The convulcions are my biggest issue. If I had money to buy a rope, a good rope for a good hanging my choice will be full suspension. But I have no money, no ropes. Just clothes, sheets. The bathrobe belt is far from ideal. I"m tall but average to skinny, so it's possible with partial. Soon I will discover. And thank you, my friend, thanks a lot, you"re a very good person.
Now sleep a little. Thanks. Peace for all.

 

[TapeMachine]

I'm totally alone in my apartament. The landlord will came at 11 a.m. The door is closed. He'll think I'm not at home. Maybe they only call the cops monday...

Is it standard for you to leave your front door open when you are home, like under normal circumstances?

I do worry that the bathrobe belt could tear under a lot of pressure; but I admittedly have very limited knowledge pertaining to partial-, as well as full-, hanging. So my opinion might be insignificant.

Why do you feel so rushed to ctb, if you don't mind my asking? I see that you mentioned an imminent eviction, so maybe that's the cause of the rush?