CTB Tonight by SN (Goodbye)

[Living sucks]

I'm sorry and wish you eternal peace

 

[Donk]

sorry life has brought you to this point. i wish you a peaceful jouney

 

[Disintegration]

I'm glad you have someone to talk to on the phone. Hope all goes as planned. Wishing you well

 

[bpdteacher]

I don't know you, but your story touched me. If you're here in the future it would be great to chat. If you're not, I wish you the most peaceful journey. Best wishes. X

 

[LMLN]

I'm so sorry it's come to this. We love you and wish you peace.

 

[Living sucks]

How are you feeling?

 

[Alec]

I'll love you forever.

Love,
—Alec.

 

[Erase.myself]

Thank you all so much for your kind words. You all have touched my heart so deeply Im feeling calm, yet anxious because I'm at hotel and discovered the room I got is connected to the office, as in...same building. Im a little nervous if the staff will hear any "death rattles" and knock ? If so, I may have to wait until 10 pm to start because they leave office at 10. Any thoughts on this ? It's important as if I do this now I need to take acetaminophen in 5 minutes. I asked to switch rooms for privacy to study but they are full.

 

[gus.nixon]

Is the hotel full? You could always request another room

 

[SpareWheel]

I sincerely hope you find the peace you seek.

 

[Erase.myself]

Is the hotel full? You could always request another room

It's full ! I requested another room. I don't know what to do. The goal is to catch the bus not get caught.

Anybody on here have any advice please on this timing /office situation?

 

[Living sucks]

Can you hear them? If you can't hear them I doubt they'd hear you. Do you have other guests near by as well? I'd imagine it's easier to get away with noise at 6 then at 10 when it's quieter? Can you play music softly to drown out any noise? By the time anyone is going to sleep and would be bothered by the music you should be gone.

 

[Erase.myself]

Can you hear them? If you can't hear them I doubt they'd hear you. Do you have other guests near by as well? I'd imagine it's easier to get away with noise at 6 then at 10 when it's quieter? Can you play music softly to drown out any noise? By the time anyone is going to sleep and would be bothered by the music you should be gone.

I cannot hear her due to tv being on. No other guests around at all. I can maybe leave tv on while I talk to my friend? He's staying on phone until I'm gone
I agree with your logic @Living sucks . Just took 1000 mg of acetaminophen. Im going to stick with my original timeline. I'll be drinking SN in one hour.

 

[Brackenshire]

Sending you virtual hugs

 

[Green Destiny]

I hope you get some much needed rest my friend.

 

[gus.nixon]

We're all here with you! You're a brave, strong woman.

 

[Erase.myself]

I just took the Meto

 

[gus.nixon]

Just breathe

 

[crea_the_hopeless]

Thank you for sharing yourself with us. I wish you peace and happiness in your last moments.

 

[Living sucks]

You have immense courage. I wish I had some of it. I pray it's peaceful and there's no suffering on the other side. This suffering is cruel beyond words.

 

[Erase.myself]

You have immense courage. I wish I had some of it. I pray it's peaceful and there's no suffering on the other side. This suffering is cruel beyond words.

Thank you for calling me courageous. I am anticipating the end when my heart stops hurting and stops beating. I hope you can find peace in whichever way you choose. Sending you lots of hugs. I'll be drinking the SN in ten minutes
Tha

 

[Rockman]

Wish you smooth journey. I know what personality disorder, ptsd, and body dysmorphia means. Hope you find peace in the end.

 

[Brackenshire]

You are strong and courageous

 

[LMLN]

I'm so sorry. You don't have to do it if you are not at peace.

 

[Disintegration]

Lots of love

 

[lueffy]

sending love and hugs !

 

[Tasdevil]

Hope you find peace whatever happens.

 

[Brackenshire]

Erase.myself you there

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace.

 

[Skylight]

Wishing you a peaceful journey.