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BurningShipFractal

BurningShipFractal

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Mar 22, 2026
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if i cant find a building/roof to jump off of i might just book a hotel room and go to the balcony and jump off of there, i feel so guilty for doing it purely out of convenience rather than doing it for virtuous moral reasons like others such as not traumatizing their families. I honestly dont care if people see, they can stare all they want as long as it proves how much im hurting. I might find a tall hotel building and book a room on the top floor and jump from there.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
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The problem is that there are very few balconies... or the windows don't open fully.
 
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If you are in the US, I hope you find an open unprotected balcony. Yeah, I wouldn't go for less than 11th floor, although I did not check what this forum recommends about this. I hope things work out for you for the best, whichever way you end up deciding- to go, or not.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
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In France, there's far too much security everywhere🤮🤮🤮
 

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