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p.punk!

p.punk!

may you never forget me • he/him
Aug 5, 2026
18
Hi everyone. This will probably be my last post on here.

I bought measuring cups, and weights. I have everything I need. I've been fasting since for 8 hours and I've taken 5mg of clonazepam (benzo) 45 minutes prior. I've also taken 20mg domperidone, and now I am going to have 25mg of SN in 50ml water. I have another backup cup in case I throw it up.

Thank you everyone for supporting me so far, for all your kind and wonderful messages, and for the advice. This has been so invaluable to me. I'm truly happy to have been a part of this community for a short while. Please take care of yourselves.

If I fail today for whatever reason, I'll update you all
So for one last time, I'm signing off :)
safe travels and may you rest in peace! ❤️
 
N-methylamphetamine

N-methylamphetamine

Specialist
Jul 6, 2022
334
holy, saw your film when it came out, didnt realise it was you. i hope u find some peace
wait wait wait holy fucking shit that was HER?
holy, saw your film when it came out, didnt realise it was you. i hope u find some peace
i saw the film because of this thread....Man as a indian there were a LOT of things I could relate to in that movie culturally wise (what will others think?)
I watched your film, it was very good I liked it.


RIP, I hope your doing better now.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,548
She was so talented, it's so sad. "Only the good die young" : it's so true 😔 RIP young lady. I hope we'll meet each others in Suicideland.
 
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rip_van_winkle

rip_van_winkle

Listen V, total girl failure
Apr 13, 2026
11
Rest in peace. I'm sorry that this plane of existence failed you
 
SilentVelvet

SilentVelvet

Member
Jan 28, 2026
45
I'll pray for you. I truly hope that things are much better for you on the other side than they were here.


At the end of the day, we are all innocent.
 

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